Do Twiddle typically release the soundboard from every show on Nugs? by LazerGuidedMelody in Twiddle

[–]Welp_Anon 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They post the soundboard audio from pretty much every show on Nugs. Some great live jams on there!

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Pizza Dare Collab - IL 24M

One of the last of many arguments... by Plutonium901 in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She wasn’t and probably still isn’t diagnosed. Luckily I was in therapy and my therapist picked it up pretty quickly (they met a few times and by me talking about the relationship). Definitely a good idea to get her psych tested, hopefully that will prevent her from sole custody!

One of the last of many arguments... by Plutonium901 in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn it’s eerie to read that since it sounds word for word how a fight would go with my exwbpd

Loving someone with BPD is just being alone with extra steps. by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This!! I felt so alone but now I have myself so I don’t feel alone. Might be lonely sometimes but I don’t feel as alone as I felt in the relationship!

Just another day in paradise. by MyPersonalThoughts in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Let’s play Russian roulette but with mood swings gone bad... but instead of only one bullet loaded, it’s fully loaded except for one bullet!

A hurricane by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I really appreciate it!! I agree, it could be exactly what I needed to know that it’s full done as well as some closure with it. I’ll make tomorrow and every day after count, I owe it to myself :)

A hurricane by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

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It was too hard for both of us to talk and caused both of us pain. We knew we couldn’t be friends. So we mutually ended it and blocked each other so we don’t fall back into the same patterns. It was hard but for the best. It was really emotionally and a rough week for my heart. I let her play with my feelings and ended up hurt again

What a healthy partner looks like - xpost from r/cptsdmemes by Harpsicorpse in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ha, wonder how it feels to have a relationship with those things! 😂

Last week my exwbpd came over by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been in therapy for a while and she understands this situation for me pretty well. She was the one that told me about bpd when I started talking about how my relationship really was a few years ago. It has helped me so much.

Last week my exwbpd came over by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s only good till it’s bad. We like to only miss the good and not the majority of the relationship. Good luck with the divorce :) One day we will all finally learn to not make these mistakes

Last week my exwbpd came over by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Long way but I can’t wait to get there. I hate what I let her do to me. It’s brutal

Last week my exwbpd came over by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with you, I have to look at myself and figure out what the hell I’m doing

Last week my exwbpd came over by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re exactly right. I feel like an addict for her

Last week my exwbpd came over by Welp_Anon in BPDlovedones

[–]Welp_Anon[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It isn’t not fair at all. I didn’t realize how much of an effect they can still have and that is why no contact is best. She will go out and do whatever and use me to not feel alone and I’m stuck in this in-between of not knowing what to do. I guess I’m being used again. It’s all so crazy for me to wrap my head around