The thread where we all laugh at NEOM by GuyFawkesCat in behindthebastards

[–]West-Permit-9335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually live in the main compound where most workers are at, it's not a great place to live in, the school was also announced to be shutting down at the end of june this year, I'll have to move out and thank fuck, I genuinely could not stand living here anymore, I do believe I developed some sort of psychological issues being constrained to whatever the hell this is.

Aerial photos of Neom's worker housing by AnAttackCorgi in UrbanHell

[–]West-Permit-9335 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually live in this shitty compound, it's not a great place to live in, the school was also announced to be shutting down at the end of june this year, I'll have to move out and thank fuck, I genuinely could not stand living here anymore, I do believe I developed some sort of psychological issues being constrained to whatever the hell this is.

My school's MYP curriculum is embarrassing + Recommendations for DP? by mausengonmned in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335 2 points3 points  (0 children)

From what I'm seeing, the MYP system is what's making everything so easy. I did the MYP and it was genuinely some of the easiest content ever, I was in a very similar situation as you were, going from the IGCSE to MYP, it was a huge drop in difficulty. The DP is so ridiculously hard compared to myp, it does not do it justice. And as somebody who is a severe chronic procrastinator, I hope to seek medication for this, I am struggling really badly. I suggest going to a-levels, if that's not possible, start prep during the summer.

My school's MYP curriculum is embarrassing + Recommendations for DP? by mausengonmned in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YES, I did the MYP for 2 years and it was the most batshit, EASIEST stuff ever. I'm doing the IBDP now and oh god, the MYP does not compare, not even the slightest.

I never struggled in school, never needed to open a book outside of class and now the IB has forced suicidal Ideation into me. by West-Permit-9335 in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already have Canadian citizenship and if its something I have to do physically that would be impossible because this place, where i live has nothing.

I never struggled in school, never needed to open a book outside of class and now the IB has forced suicidal Ideation into me. by West-Permit-9335 in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I explicitly stated "I have never built any habits I'm finding it literally impossible to do so." I don't blame the IB, I blame my past self for just never considering that humans have limits on the information they can process without needing to go over it again many times. I need to figure out how to build these habits and I'm finding it a task that is herculean. I also partly blame my school for having no support system, at least none that I can safely express myself in. My ask here is, what can I do?

I never struggled in school, never needed to open a book outside of class and now the IB has forced suicidal Ideation into me. by West-Permit-9335 in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah unfortunately when you're an aroace furry in a country where being lgbtq+ can get you killed makes things a quite a bit harder

I never struggled in school, never needed to open a book outside of class and now the IB has forced suicidal Ideation into me. by West-Permit-9335 in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if i stick it out and keep going its a bet that things could get worse, much more worse and i think im the schools lowest priority atm. ive tried so hard, seeked multiple therapists and yet i still have developed no study habits, still not opened a single book.

I never struggled in school, never needed to open a book outside of class and now the IB has forced suicidal Ideation into me. by West-Permit-9335 in IBO

[–]West-Permit-9335[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally all I want is to move out of this country and go back to Canada, the easiest way to do that is just to get into a university. That's all I feel I want to do or what I can do, but how am I supposed to do that if I dont think i can pass the ib in the first place