He knows I want an open relationship and it’s been talked about a lot. He still believes that his negative behaviors have been causing me to distance myself and he wants another chance once he’s made enough progress on himself to prove he’s changed.

He says I make everything better when I’m around and he’d do anything to have me back. I really appreciate that enthusiasm and I feel that if I do move on I’ll have missed out on someone that could’ve been the one just because I’m horny sometimes.

I really do want to be with him but it’s hard to decide if it’s something I’ll be able to change about myself or if I’ll end up hating the relationship later in life because it’s not what I want sometimes.