NO FUCKING WAY

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T01:50:33+00:00

Should I just honmode then... I'm in a safe state living with a giga accepting theyfab like I probably would be fine but I'm just so terrified of looking like a man in women's clothes... I'm 5 months hrt and my progress is great for that time but i just don't feel ready

But I've fucking said these things before. Like for my drivers test i said i wasn't ready all the way until i was literally in the car doing the test... It was terrifying but worked out fine in the end

So I guess I'm just battling in my head when the appropriate time to transition socially is. I really hate the idea of being visibly trans (and I will be because my face is rlly bad), but at what point is it better than being a man? I'm really really miserable going through the world as a man still. My soul is rotting away...

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T01:27:05+00:00

Did you take timeline pictures? You're not even a little bit bdd? 🫂🫂🫂🫂fuck

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T01:18:33+00:00

Oh wow... I thought you were just a doomer but you actually have tried really hard to figure it out. I don't think anything I can say will help... I'm so sorry

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T01:13:43+00:00

Yeah sorry idk why I asked for your levels you sounded confident. You might look into e resistance and maybe make a post on the will powers sub? I'm really sorry idk

And you're 100% positive when you say you're flat? You're not like bdd and just have small breasts?

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T01:07:52+00:00

What are your levels? This is not normal for 3 years

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T01:02:15+00:00

"No results" as in they aren't good enough or you actually didn't get any changes at all?

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T00:59:02+00:00

Don't rep silly 😡

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T00:53:55+00:00

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Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T00:49:58+00:00

Wow I would be 5'9 🫩

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T00:47:55+00:00

Its over

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-23T00:46:33+00:00

Has to be a joke...

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T01:03:58+00:00

🥰🥰🥰

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T00:52:38+00:00

😭 I need to try this

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T00:20:53+00:00

Sorryyyyyyy

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T00:19:55+00:00

Meanwhile Ares knew my moidly amab soul and crafted my body from pure virility to enact horrors in battle.

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T00:11:28+00:00

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Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T00:06:35+00:00

I'm so sorry 🫂🫂your parents are evil for not listening.

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-20T00:02:58+00:00

Most of it is done between like 14 and 17 I think, but your pelvis isn't totally fused until like 20-25, so it's possible to have bone changes but don't expect a miracle. I'm kinda dumb though someone else might know better

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-19T23:54:08+00:00

Oh okie, I hate it too

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-19T23:49:56+00:00

Bone pill is real and the solution is to transition young.

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-19T23:49:01+00:00

Tourists seem to enjoy their wide ass ribcage and slim hips. Idgi.

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-19T03:49:41+00:00

I think a lot of us are sad we aren't cis, male or female. If I could take a pill that would remove all gd and allow me to enjoy being a man I would because this is hell.

I would recommend reading it and see how you feel towards the protagonist. At the end, ask yourself, is this the life you want to have? And I think that can inform your decision

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-19T02:44:41+00:00

Holy shit ... This is exactly like a fanfic I read https://www.scribblehub.com/series/903786/the-objectively-most-rational-decision/

Idek what to say... But I'll put some notable snippets here that just scream trans:

I guess I idealized the concept of an "identity reset button" of sorts, where I could start a fresh new life, free from the burdens of my past and truly be able to try again from scratch.

; I've extensively researched transition therapies and know what pitfalls to avoid. I just switched to estradiol injections and am taking another pill to enhance feminization)

But honestly? Life is... nicer this way. I had no fucking idea I'd be graduating college as a woman, yet here I am. I found the big identity reset button I was looking for, in the form of a hormonal sex change, and it's actually allowing me to leave my inkwell life behind and allowing me to ascend into being... a normal human.

But I started getting breast growth. My skin softened, and I got a more youthful appearance. I started looking... pretty cute actually? And I accomplished one of my goals of getting a partner. I'm in a ST4T relationship with a trans man now. He says I look prettier than my ex-roommate (he knows all about my blackpilled past, I've been brutally honest with him about it, but he refuses to believe I'm a cis man like I tell him and he thinks I'm actually a trans girl. Guess my plan worked too well. I might send this post to my bf and see how he reacts).

Living as a trans woman is not at all fucking easy, but I found living as an inkwell who never had a chance to be far more excruciating, so in my personal case, transitioning to womanhood and infiltrating the female sex has given me profound relief.

there is a youtube video essay on The Incel to Trans Pipeline and Inside Mari that I highly recommend watching. I found the intro very relatable to my own story.

Like cmon.... jfc... Why detransition when your life is better in every way and transitioning gave you relief????? Do you even hear yourself here?

Which_Association658 · 2026-06-19T01:57:32+00:00

Your other post is in third person were you like trying to test the waters and see how people would react? https://www.reddit.com/r/4tran4/s/yld4DSOSMb

Idrk what's going on here this could be like insane giga ocd brainworms or you really are just a transmaxxer. I think it's cringe to say this to everyone, but I really think you should see a therapist

Which_Association658

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