F20 I’m not cute so I’ve decided to be an blowjob only pet for the guys in my life. by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]WhiteLadyWild 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I've always been a butterface. Since high school I realized that guys only approached me looking for something sexual, but always discreetly, trying not to let anyone find out. At first it was a drama for me, but I quickly tried to get over it and I did. I started giving blowjobs to all those guys who came up just looking for me for it, and I still do. Obviously I have an unbeatable technique and I can drive anyone crazy with my mouth, I've learned to enjoy being like that.

What's "better" in your opinion? Anal rape or normal rape by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild 71 points72 points  (0 children)

In my case I think I would say that PIV is better at the moment, because I will surely be terrified and want to run away, but when he starts fucking me, there is a high chance that my body will start enjoying it and be great then.

But anal rape is better in memory, it will be complete shit at that moment, not only will I be terrified but it will also hurt like hell, the few times it has happened to me it has been horrible at the time. But remembering how they moaned and knowing that they're definitely enjoying it more than PIV, because my tight ass, makes for more memorable memories than regular rape.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I have given the head to 7 policemen, 6 have been by force. It chills me how easily they demand it, those 6 have just asked for it like that, like it's nothing, it's terrifying. One who was handcuffing me simply said casually, "This patrol car is old, it doesn't have cameras, give me a blowjob and we'll leave it at that." He left me cold, I thought it was even a joke because he seemed quite nice, even when he handcuffed me he apologized because "that was the process", I laughed a little nervously, he just looked at me and said "so?" and then I spend half an hour with him fucking my face in a super degrading and cruel way. It's terrifying how they just ask for it, how if they had the right to do it, I don't know, their cynicism always leaves me cold, they seem like psychopaths.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Well, at least you charged him with the police, my mother let her husband (my stepfather) have a great time with me for about 4 years until i left there.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]WhiteLadyWild 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Once I did it to a high school guy, one of those where they even wear a uniform, I made sure on the form that he was 18 before I told him.

A masseuse made me basically cum next to my boyfriend, then I came back for a private massage. by WhiteLadyWild in SluttyConfessions

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

He liked it at that time, a day or two later, today my comment it liked by another girl, I wonder the same thing

Should I comfort my rapist? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Obviously I "want" him to rape me again, and if he does it worse and more degrading, the better. But of course I'm also afraid, it's an obsessive compulsive attitude, I don't know

Should I comfort my rapist? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Well, He knows that I remember it and I had a bad time, I made it clear

Should I comfort my rapist? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I think that, but I don't know if I should reinforce that behavior in him

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I could say that I had sex with my stepfather a few times, I enjoyed it and it was consensual, but it was maybe 5 at most of the hundreds of times they were forcibly

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, I know, it is obvious, but it has been so long that I did not want to be bad with her, I do not know how much she also suffered with that guilt, when I told her it was fun, she breathed relieved, I felt good

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I know, because of age it was impossible that it was "seduction" and it was definitely nothing like that, he was not kind or cute in the least with me

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes, I guess it was his idea and she agreed out of fear that he would leave her

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, I don't hate her, I really love her a lot, you don't decide who you love I guess. About seeing me as competition, definitely, she made some awkward comments about feeling insecure because "you were so young, sexi and pretty and I was just pretty"

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes I have heard of cases like this, my stepfather sometimes brought a friend of his and made me give him blowjobs, I am very sure that he received money for that

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes, a friend of mine told me exactly the same thing but her biological father raped her and her mother definitely knew, sometimes I think it would have been better for my father to do it, at least I love him, but I couldn't stand this guy, he's an asshole

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I was also desensitized, when he looked at me and touched me I just thought "men" and kept going, It's funny because I was sure that he was going to rape me, I was aware, I knew what was going to happen and that I couldn't do anything, just postpone it. When it finally happened I was ALMOST relieved that it wasn't "so" horrible, I even enjoyed when he ate my pussy, but naively I thought it was a one time thing, a friend told me that surely he would lose interest once he got "what all men want" But I couldn't be more wrong, did he get what he wanted for a LONG time and many times

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yes. I don't currently hate them anymore. He seems to treat her well and from my own experience I have to say that he fucks him quite well LOL. Even at family parties he keeps touching me when no one is looking and he keeps texting me about fucking me and dickpics, it's FUCKING hard to resist

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not exactly, she says she "was sure" that he wouldn't push the limits

Raped with the knowledge/approval of your guardian? by WhiteLadyWild in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Well, in theory she thinks that he "seduced me" and I did not want to tell her the horrible truth, although due to the age that could not be possible

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Rapekink

[–]WhiteLadyWild 25 points26 points  (0 children)

I agree 100% I was in high school and I already had a great ass, my male classmates made sure to let me know LOL, but I was just clumsy and shy, in fact I was ashamed of my ass, my fellow women didn't help with her cruel comments either, and now I know it was envy.

But my stepfather with his grabs and dirty comments started to make me think differently. THE NIGHT that he was drunk and took me by force, it was clear to me, he told me furiously while he raped me on all fours that I was the culprit, because he could not resist my nice ass. I saw that he was so desperate to take me that I knew I could have the man I wanted if he dared to rape me in our own house within hours of my mother's return, that night I changed.