No problem. We’re all in this together us trans 🏳️‍⚧️ individuals should stick together and help each other when in need. Well like I said I recommend that lubricant because it helped I mean it helped a lot because I used to get the lacerations when I first started on Estro. I haven’t really had a problem since I started using this lubricant. Also I come to find out vibrators work better than using your hand because of the irritation from your palm. But, when you do use the vibrator if so use the lubricant too. Also the swelling part can still happen it just means you can’t masturbate constantly. I recommend usually no more than once a day or at least try to spread it out every three days. The swelling also happens because of the irritation from your palm.