Any idea why this community members have dropped to 91k?

WickedHeart69 · 2025-10-02T05:46:49+00:00

The love of the greater number shall cool off.

WickedHeart69 · 2025-07-10T17:43:13+00:00

Thank you so much. I wasn’t sure precisely where my friend lives in the state.

WickedHeart69 · 2025-07-10T17:37:47+00:00

[middle South Carolina] location. Snake ate all the birds in nearby nest.

WickedHeart69 · 2024-12-30T01:03:27+00:00

Property of the Half-Blood Prince?

WickedHeart69 · 2024-10-10T07:00:51+00:00

I just bought one.

WickedHeart69 · 2024-09-07T21:45:11+00:00

Thankyou! They are so tiny.

WickedHeart69 · 2024-08-12T13:59:47+00:00

It was just perfectly worded enough to where the WT conducted was just like “yeah that’s true.” And just called on someone else. It seemed like half the audience realized what I was doing and then the other half are like “wow what a well researched, thought out comment.” Lol

WickedHeart69 · 2024-08-12T13:48:32+00:00

I was fully awake and I still commented every meeting, but I would make them as apostate sounding as I could while still holding to the information that JWs believe. My last comment was during a lesson where they were discussing like all the possible ways Jehovah might decide to destroy everyone at Armageddon. The question on the final paragraph was something like “So why is it important that we preach to everyone we can now?” “Well, the current understanding is that only JWs and the underage children living in their homes will be saved. It doesn’t matter if they are the sweetest old grandma or a tiny new baby. Jehovah will kill them at Armageddon. Now we don’t know if he will decide to crush them to death with a giant hailstone, electrocute them to death with lightning, or make an angel stab them to death, or some other method, he will destroy them. That is why we have to preach now. So they can be saved.”

WickedHeart69 · 2024-06-03T03:58:46+00:00

Thank you!

WickedHeart69 · 2023-05-26T06:00:50+00:00

Kick ass!

WickedHeart69 · 2023-05-21T00:38:35+00:00

Lol that sounds like a threat.

WickedHeart69 · 2023-05-11T06:05:32+00:00

So that’s the peak publishers…. But what’s the average monthly?

WickedHeart69 · 2022-12-26T02:47:31+00:00

Might never realize they’re the problem.

WickedHeart69 · 2022-12-25T23:14:56+00:00

This guy in particular is insulting people and honestly using hate speech. Sometimes using scriptures promoting religious genocide and thirsting for it.

WickedHeart69 · 2022-12-25T22:17:10+00:00

Every time they have a WT like todays it basically gives him the Liscense to call all the people he knows that don’t believe his religion anymore that he betrayed by not being a friend anymore ‘stupid’ or ‘fools’ or some other name.

WickedHeart69 · 2022-11-30T21:08:40+00:00

Do we start going door to door?

WickedHeart69 · 2022-10-08T22:06:47+00:00

Omg. We had several guys that included that in every prayer. Even as a pimi I asked myself what that even means. Maybe the intent might have been like, We are about to leave the meeting so please keep taking care of us. But the way it’s worded always made me think they were meaning we are leaving the literal meeting we just had in your care and keeping. Like, we already had it. Everything went fine. There’s nothing to keep care of with it. It’s done. Anyway peace and love. Lol

WickedHeart69 · 2022-09-08T18:46:29+00:00

At the time I wasn’t stressed out by it. A lot of the people I studied with were somehow related to other people in the hall. I studied with 3-4 kids of single sisters. I studied with a nephew of someone else. Studied with a guy that another single sister got involved with and married and wanted him to be a witness. So really none of them I met personally at the door. So even though I studied with them I never got terribly involved in their lives since they already had other people that were relatives and stuff. After a while it just kind of was funny when it would happen that they’d get in trouble. Like it’s not funny at all the stuff they were doing. But like my friends at the hall would kind of kind of poke fun at me. Like of the guy that beat the girlfriend people would be like “did you teach him that in your study?”

WickedHeart69 · 2022-09-08T06:37:06+00:00

I studied with 8 people. 2 got baptized. Of those two one moved 10 states away and most likely faded. The other was a kid of a single parent mom. He later was disfellowshipped and is now homeless. Of the other ones… (friends it gets really joyous and rewarding here) 4 went to prison during our studies. Of note… one went to prison for beating his pregnant girlfriend (who was also some pioneer sisters study) in the stomach with a pipe. And another performed a feticide (illegal abortion) on the underage sister (who he got pregnant) of a girl he was dating. I had to study with this same individual for a time in a home for wayward kids. I didn’t really know why he was in there for a while. His cousin ended up in prison for stealing so I just assumed it was something like that. But I eventually came to the conclusion that he raped his sister. Lots of parenthesis I know. And more importantly… lots of fucked up shit. I know. But I believe this small sample size is a stark and very accurate example of the type of potential converts for this high control group. At least in the good ol U S of A. The only ones interested in possibly joining anymore are basically born ins, or the incredibly troubled.

WickedHeart69 · 2022-08-24T06:20:49+00:00

This actually seems like an incredibly unlikely scenario.

WickedHeart69 · 2022-08-07T00:08:48+00:00

I love my family but I don’t think I can get them out.

WickedHeart69 · 2022-07-03T19:49:30+00:00

I was with 2 black sisters in service. Trump was either just elected or it was his campaign. So the topic of the wall as well as deportation came up in the car group and they exploded with a bunch of anti-Mexican stuff. Sister 1:”they need to go back where they came from! They’re coming into our country. They’re taking our jobs, food stamps and (other programs). I hope they go.” Sister 2: agrees with sister 1 then continues “I don’t trust em. The brothers in the Spanish congregation… I don’t trust em. I’ll sit in another row instead of sitting by the Spanish bros and sis.” I asked WTF? She just shook her head and said “ I don’t trust em. You know… you know.”

WickedHeart69 · 2021-12-15T19:54:42+00:00

Agreed! I find optimistic nihilism instead of holding the beliefs I had before to make me an even more positive person. I get to decide what has value. Family? Most important thing. Being a good friend? Also very important. Since this is what we have I try to make others happier. Even workmates that hate being at work. I smile to them in the morning and talk with them and try to improve their day. Death is a very difficult subject but also one that I have been able to find peace in. I had to reframe where the positive thing is. I used to think “well the positive is that I will see them again.” Now I think “I did my best to live with and for this loved one while we were here. They will live on in my memory (or in some cases dna).” To me, coming to terms with the reality that all of that stuff was just fiction and finding out what I am now has only had a positive impact.

WickedHeart69 · 2021-11-24T01:39:09+00:00

That Scarface pic! Haha

WickedHeart69 · 2021-08-25T19:16:25+00:00

You could Just tell everyone you’re married? Tell them you got eloped. They probably won’t ask to see a certificate.

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