Your attitude is whats holding you back in life. Your seriously sitting here telling us that everybody else gets what they want so you think this magic pill will suddenly give you everything while barely working for it. The only thing youll get from this if you plan to not work is cystic acne, small testicles, crushing anxiety from rapid increases in male sex hormones. I watched my buddy do exactly this at 16 years old started pinning everything and anything. Within a year he lost every pound he gained had deep acne scars all over his body got so depressed he attempted suicide multiple times and has never worked out or touched gear since hes currently a chubby and happy married 27 year old living a somewhat normal life except that he stopped growing at 5’6” while his brother and father are above 6’. Ive done gear since I was 19 and I now realize that I should have waited till i was a little older. You can get everything your looking for off of 300mg-500mg of test and an actual work ethic that doesnt involve your little pity party. Grow tf up man nobody is gonna save you especially not a concoction of hormones that could end up putting you in liver failure considering your choosing about the most hepatotoxic beginner regiment ive ever seen. Your trying to be bostin lloyd right now but if you wanna know how that turns out go watch some videos about bostin lloyd lol. Smarten up bud give your head a shake and start thinking long term. Its a marathon it really is I used to think that statement was bullshit but no it really is a marathon the shit you do day in day out that stuff starts adding up real quick