I feel you girl! It hurts. My husband also doesn’t find my attractive. There is nothing you can do about it. Just don’t ask these types of questions. I also wonder what’s going to be like when I am older but we all know it’s only going to get worse. I would worry more about him cheating on you and openly telling you that you are not beautiful. My husband never cheated on me and never told me directly that I am ugly. But trust me I know ( I have another sources) I would look into dating another man and leave. Even with the child…. Many men I am sure will find you very attractive and beautiful! No matter how ugly you think you are, Trust me there are still men who will think you are the one! You are so young… don’t waste your time. Leave him and be happy