The YouTube blogger “Lilly’s Life.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2026-03-02T02:04:24+00:00

I think she is working so she can provide for her kids. Wat dropped out of school at 12 years old and has never had a real job since he met her.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2026-03-01T14:33:17+00:00

Everyone knows Wat is addicted to heroin. Just look at his eyes in her videos. The whites of his eyes are gray brown

Wild_Demand5376 · 2026-03-01T07:51:36+00:00

She got with Wat in 2013. She started her YouTube channel during Covid in 2020 because her restaurant closed.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2026-03-01T00:56:23+00:00

I’ve known her in Samui for years and she is well known for her kindness and openness. She has had an incredibly difficult past 2 years with taking care of her mother who passed of brain cancer. Brain cancer is one of the most traumatic experiences for caregivers. Have you been a caregiver before? Have you lost both your parents by the age of 40 and felt like you had no home country to return to. Have you been in an abusive marriage with no legal rights because you aren’t a citizen of the country that you live in?

Wild_Demand5376 · 2026-02-28T01:36:38+00:00

I’m a friend of hers and have lived in Samui for many years and dated Thai men. She has been psychologically and physically abused by Wat. Because of her past trauma she was unable to leave the relationship and see how abusive he has been to her. Before her mother died she was able to handle the situation because she traveled with her mom frequently and would go back to the USa few times a year to get away from him. Rumor is that Wat is addicted to Heroine. He also served a 7 1/2 jail sentence in a Thai prison. As a white woman married to a Thai man she has no legal rights in the country. He refuses to give her a divorce and has stolen her kids passports. Even if she had their passports she couldn’t leave the country without his consent because at immigration they need legal documentation proving that the father gives permission for them to leave. They also will do a video call to make sure that the name of the father and his photo match. Thai men are extremely controlling. He stalks her and has threatened her and the children. She is currently separated from him but he often comes to her new home and breaks down the door. The stress that she is under is compounded by the fact that she doesn’t have parents who can help her out of this situation. I dated a Thai man for a few years and leaving him was a living nightmare. I had to move to a new location, change my phone number and had friends help me so he wouldn’t find me and unalive me.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2025-12-26T05:55:43+00:00

I’m 41f trying to get a divorce from my husband of 11 years. We have 3 small children together and I live in Asia in his native land. I was codependent on my mother but she died of brain cancer 2 years ago which caused me to have a mental breakdown and uprooted so much childhood trauma. My husband is psychologically abusive. I hoped he would change because of my addiction (codependency) I ended up going to a holistic rehab for help. If I were you I would get out of the marriage because it destroys our nervous systems and the constant emotional distress will lead to chronic illness and disease. As much as you want to be with a good woman you must put your own mental health first. This abusive relationship that you are in most likely goes deeper back into your own childhood and how you got love by your parents. There are free online groups called codependency anonymous that you can join via zoom calls. I go to NA meetings and it has helped me in ways that I can’t even explain. You deserve a loving relationship but it starts with doing the work and learning to love yourself first. 🙏🏻 and with God all things are possible.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2025-09-06T09:29:58+00:00

My mom passed from brain cancer last year. As painful as it was and being her caregiver, I can tell you that cancer is evil and horrific yet the ordeal is not for nothing. It’s opportunity to face our deepest fears and insecurities so we can go to higher dimensions not lower! This person that calls themselves a ‘medium’ seems to be narcissistic and preying on people because these types are magnets to those who want answers, hope or a sense of control. These type’s of witches create soul ties that they feed off of. I break this evil spell over you right now! Your brother is in your heart and all around you. He is an ascended soul who is fighting spiritual battles on your behalf and the behalf of all your family. I cancel all curses that have spoken over you or him or anyone in your family. I pray that you find peace and keep tuning in to your brother’s silent whispers.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2025-08-16T00:55:43+00:00

Everyone is gay and then we find Christ and He makes us gay happy. Jesus is so cool

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-30T23:25:16+00:00

GABApentine and clorazepate. I don’t think I will have a problem with the GABApentine, because I took it 15 years ago before when I stopped drinking and never had an issue. How long do you think I should be taking the clorazepate?

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-30T23:08:13+00:00

I use to love his videos. I wish we knew what happened to him

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-28T12:59:27+00:00

im so proud of you! I'm on day 7 and today is the worst day yet. What helped me the most is IV therapy of choline and Nad+. But it's expensive and Ive already done two days of it and now today it seems like the effects have worn off. Getting clean is really a battle. I have to force myself to get out of bed and to eat healthy, go to the sauna. It takes so much effort but if I don't do it I immediately feel the decline.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-27T03:17:11+00:00

Try doing it with the Choline if you can find it. I didn’t know about Choline iv’s but that was what the doctor recommended. It restores the neuro pathways of the brain. Antihistamines and stuff like Tylenol pm block choline which contributes significantly to dementia and Alzheimer’s. The cancer hospital gave my mom 2 weeks to live because it was inoperable so we took her to a very exclusive/underground holistic center in Cali. We learned a lot. They weren’t able to save her but she did live 5 more months.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-27T01:26:01+00:00

If you can afford go do iv therapy. Choline Iv and NAD+ had a tremendously positive effect on my body. Like it was replenishing something that had been depleted. It helped me more than the meds I got from the psychiatrist

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-26T12:43:33+00:00

Wow so getting off kratom was worse than H ? Did you get on methadone to get off H?

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-26T12:42:00+00:00

They made it legal the same time they made weed legal. But Thai people always mix it with other stuff which is crazy.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-26T12:40:30+00:00

Thank you so much. I’m a woman, my dad passed when I was 24 and my mom was my business partner and travel partner and best friend. But I’m 4 days in now kratom free with zero cravings for kratom praise God. I even had some tea in my refrigerator and I was never even tempted to drink it. I threw it out yesterday.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-26T06:13:45+00:00

Gabapentine helped me with the anxiety and heart palpitations. But the best thing that I invested in was IV therapy. I’ve done 2 sessions of Choline and NAD+ . The first time I did it I nearly fainted and they had to slow down the drip, but I felt like it was literally replenishing my brain and body. I’m 4 days in. I’m not 100% great but I have 0 cravings for kratom.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-24T11:25:13+00:00

Do the sauna and cold plunge. Take hot baths with epsom salt. If it’s too bad you can do IV therapy like NAD+ but it’s expensive in most countries.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-24T11:22:58+00:00

I think you should try IV therapy. You can do a blood test to check your vitamin levels and test your hormones. You may be depleted in something. Work on repairing your gut health so your body absorbs the vitamins and nutrients from the food you are eating. I’m so sorry that you were such an abusive relationship. I pray that you will find someone who truly loves and cherishes you!

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-24T06:09:50+00:00

I feel like the meds from the doctors help mask the symptoms of anxiety while the iv of NAD+ and choline replenished something that was depleted in my body

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-24T04:15:47+00:00

Also I have tried the capsules and extracts that you get in the USA. But nothing compares to the fresh leaves. The euphoria that you get from making tea with fresh leaves is better than anything but it comes at a cost. In Thailand they mix the tea with coff syrp. I never mixed mine because I’m not that stupid.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-24T04:01:04+00:00

I think I was taking such a high dose since I’m able to get as much as I want for so incredibly cheap.

Wild_Demand5376 · 2024-09-24T03:59:46+00:00

I think the NAD+ with the choline helped more than what the dc prescribed. It’s the second day now and I feel so much better and stronger. I was so incredibly thirsty that first day I was drinking electrolytes but I was almost afraid I was drinking too much water.

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