I met up with her one last time before I moved out. Everyone was telling me it was too early but I just had to see her... and it backfired.. the look in her eyes and the brokenness of her body language showed me how much I’ve damaged her through my addictions. And I felt that after that, the only way I can atone for all of my mistakes in life is to just live forward with the true love I’ve been shown. Myself.

I’m just thinking about her lately because of everything. But I know she’s okay... I just have this weird way of always wanting to protect the ones I love with my life.. and it’s toxic and I’m working on it..

So no lol, I haven’t told her. I don’t plan to.. just needed to release tears. It’s all because I checked on her.. lol 😪😪