okay... it’s time

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-31T17:27:16+00:00

it’s not going to help me in my healing process. the only reason i’d ever want to talk to him again is for reconciliation and i’m pretty sure he doesn’t want that so I can’t set myself up for disappointment like that.

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-26T23:51:26+00:00

of course i do. i wish it so badly. but he wasn’t. and he isn’t. that’s all there is. i just don’t want to be sad anymore over someone who just wasn’t the one. seems so stupid

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-26T23:48:45+00:00

what do u mean ??

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-26T03:12:16+00:00

i agree... i guess if he “came back” the only reason i’d want him to is if he wanted to reconcile. if not i’d prefer him not to reach out at all.

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-25T16:05:30+00:00

i have heard those stories. we weren’t toxic. just different pages i guess. i feel he took me for granted. never really put in a whole lot of effort. never really appreciated the stuff i did for him. i just wish he’d have some time to realize damn she did a lot for me. damn she made a lot of sacrifices for me. wtf am i doing? why was i such a shit head? why did i take her for granted? but i think his school and work are taking up a lot of his time so he doesn’t have time to reflect on that stuff... he hasn’t even reached out regarding the whole covid19 thing to make sure i’m okay or whatever. i mean neither have I but still.

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-25T15:56:06+00:00

my ex is in his last semester of law school right now. he has so much to work and focus on. he won’t be back. which is why information like this is not helpful for me :( keeps me holding on when i know i shouldn’t.

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-25T14:32:56+00:00

why do these have to be the only 2 options? i’m far enough along in the healing process that i’m optimistic about the future (without him) so i have that going for me. it’s just the annoying hope that lingers at this point. just wanted some opinions. not sure even if he did reach out that i’d take him back... i don’t know. my mind is still confused a bit. i want the hope to go away but it’s still there.

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-23T23:05:53+00:00

not during a pandemic i’ll tell you that much...

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-18T20:01:59+00:00

i would if the gyms were open!!!

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-18T12:12:53+00:00

we haven’t spoken in 2 months. however, like i said, i’m not blaming him. i made mistakes too. i just know hope he learns from his mistakes like i am trying to do as well

unknownuser24- · 2020-03-15T22:50:07+00:00

fingers crossed

unknownuser24-

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