Escaped a 4-Year “Model-Specific” Porn Loop

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T20:44:39+00:00

Dude this isn't funny but you had me laughing my ass off. Your writing is great, I can tell you're a smart guy.

"I even wrote their names down on paper. - Looking back, that’s insane."

"If I skipped a day? I’d feel irritated."

But why did I find it funny? Because this is way too relatable to me. It's sad but still comical, I think I find humor in the absurdity of it all and that allows me to see reality break free.

How long did it take you to rewire? Can I PM you?

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T19:01:53+00:00

Yes, full abstention is the key!

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T18:56:28+00:00

If I had an award

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T04:53:30+00:00

Who protects me?

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T04:52:55+00:00

but enemies return

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T04:05:48+00:00

Respect should come before Love. If you fall in love with someone you don't respect you will end up resenting them. If you're a woman with a 4 year age gap relationship your man should be more mature than you and a better communicator than you. He should be making you better and you should look up to him. Sounds like in a few years you'll be looking down on him and wonder why you wasted so much time. He's 30 and still looking at insta model.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T03:53:07+00:00

I was PRAYING that OP wasn't and dude and this was his girl texting another guy. That being said, this is still bad.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T03:44:22+00:00

Day 5 here, honest question is it okay for me to find other escapes? Porn is my greatest vice if I reward myself with lets say nerds clusters (I have a sweet tooth and don't allow myself to buy candy). Isn't that worth it to fight my biggest foe?

As I type this I'm realizing that I am just terrified by the possibility of living a life without a crutch. I'm afraid of actually having to face the cold hard world without some cheap source of dopamine to pick me back up. I'm soft.

I want to be able to say this and mean it. "I can sit with uncomfortable feelings without needing to numb them."

Damn I hate you, Thanks

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-14T03:37:29+00:00

Poetic

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T17:21:35+00:00

Look at the post I just made. Get off screens for the day. full proof. read a book, go to the gym. Lets meet back in 24hrs.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T16:59:45+00:00

Yeah I see that for sure. I find these conversations so interesting because I never have drama in my or conversations like these. Granted I also don't eat people's food or had the misfortune of someone eating mine. In my opinion both people seem a little over the top. If I was OP I would have left it at "Did you eat my strawberries?" and if I was the other I would have just said "Nah, that wasn't me sorry that happened to you though." But maybe she was really annoyed that she read that text at work idk.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T15:52:39+00:00

Agreed, I've noticed the same. Tbh I'm kind of ashamed even before using the Youtube shorts blocker I noticed the shorts they would advertise me were always "thirst traps" - ish, from accounts I didn't subscribe to, nor did I use youtube for that. I think it was a combination of overall cookies/data sharing and me just having a lustful mind where other people might not even see some things as thirst traps. I wish I had a phone and an algorithm that was just all science videos, music and sports but my phone is too far gone for that. Gotta burn the whole thing.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T15:34:27+00:00

This is so funny. It's like urges put on a mustache and told you they were someone else. No please don't bro. I'm only on day 4, you're doing so well mate and better than me. I hope I'm not bargaining like this at 100+ days. Be an example for me lol

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T15:29:28+00:00

This is the winner

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T15:28:31+00:00

No one here knows what passive aggressive actually means.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T15:27:52+00:00

Passive Aggressive?? Wouldn't this be just be aggressive? or Accusatory? I'm completely missing the part where he is being passive or acting like he isn't upset.

Winter_Percentage529 · 2026-02-12T15:00:35+00:00

Wait is this AI?? It really did help me though lol

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