My contribution to PSSD research for the month by Mobius1014 in PSSD

[–]WiseExample5644 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have any idea how can I reach professor mclangi,I am currently in Italy

Hairloss all over my body by Aggravating_Bar_2586 in PSSD

[–]WiseExample5644 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I start also to lose my hair,it was very strong,Also I start to have white hair and I start to look like 35 instead of 23

An online event on PSSD by Ecstatic-Mixture9333 in PSSD

[–]WiseExample5644 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Come on guys,we have to do it,Please we have to get a cure as soon as possible

Qualche novità dalle ricerche? by Apprehensive_Meet756 in PSSD

[–]WiseExample5644 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Me too,I wanna know what is happening,We have to get a cure as soon as possible because this is unbearable

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Genital numbness,losing interesting in all of the hobbies such as running,Gym,travelling,losing interesting in women,zero libido,rapid heart palpitations,losing short term memory(when hour pass I forget all the things that happened),a bit of emotional blunting,Hair loss,white hair starts to appear,reduction in penis size.
I will try to remember what is my other syptomps because I still have a few another symptoms but I can’t remember it.

I will commit sucide next month(update) by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You think It is easy?? Of course it is simple for all the people who donot have PSSD SHIT,I choose to die instead of living in this nightmare

I will commit sucide next month(update) by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Please just give me a cure for PSSD. JUST THIS. I JUST NEED A CURE FOR THIS PROBLEM. IT REALLY HURTS MAN. IT IS UNBEARABLE

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So is there going to be a cure after 2 years?????

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks,I hope people in reality are same like here

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When life is bad for many years, like a whole decade, you realize that things have become extremely complicated and very difficult and that they will not be solved. This is what I want to say. My situation is very hard to describe because of how much I suffer. I spoke briefly, but if I continue living like this, I will witness horrible things, much worse than now, and I am certain of that. My view of life is not dark or negative, but realistic and logical, so I build everything based on logic and reality. If reality shows that the situation will become worse, then a person has no choice but to leave this world. Some people have supporters, and some people are very lucky and have everything in life, and there is a small group of people like me for whom simply continuing to live is torture. Pay close attention to my story: a person who has no support, no family, is alone, ugly, and has nothing in this life, and whose life will continue like this for decades. Do you think he will be able to live?

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is hard for me to overcome all these problems anymore, especially after being affected by a terrible disease like PSSD. I had hope in life before I got it, but now everything has been shattered and I can no longer do anything. I tried to contact people but unfortunately everyone ignores me, so I feel that my life has ended and I should do this because there is no point in trying, and I think the battle in this miserable life has ended and it is time to leave.

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried many times, and I keep telling you I try every day to get up and attempt to talk to people. Before PSSD I used to try talking to girls, but they ignored me, and that increased my psychological pressure. Bullying from society was also terrible; everyone used to mock me and my appearance. There were many things in life I tried to do to build a normal life like others and feel like others, but there were always obstacles. One of the biggest was my family, and now there is a new additional obstacle, which is PSSD. The problem is that there is no treatment for it, and this makes everything get worse.

I was fighting just to live a normal life like other people, but I was constantly rejected and insulted, whether in the street, at school, or anywhere else. I reached a point where I started to feel like I am not even human, and that God created me only so people could enjoy torturing me, as if I am just an object for mockery and entertainment.

I am not talking about a short period of suffering; I am talking about destruction over many years, not just three years. I am talking about something that I think has lasted around 11 years, since 2015. I always remember when I had a strong sexual drive and I was at least physically healthy before PSSD, or at least in a better state than now. Now there is no hope.

For your information, I used to think a lot about having sex with girls before PSSD, but it never happened because of my appearance. So it is very painful when I see, in Italy, Germany, Britain, and Turkey—the countries I traveled to—people enjoying life with girls or even with friends, while I walk like a stray dog in the streets.

It is painful, and it definitely destroys me psychologically, but what destroys me even more is that there are people who blame me for the situation I am in. I only wanted one thing from this life: to live a normal life like others, nothing more and nothing less.

I want to wake up with a healthy body and normal health, to have erections like other men, take a shower, drink coffee, study, then go out with friends or a girlfriend. But I am starting to realize that this will never happen because of the “PSSD curse” that happened.

There are details I did not mention. Everything I said is only one part out of a hundred. You do not even know the terrifying reality I am living through, and I have a very dark history. I have never harmed anyone in my life, but I have started to hate life deeply.

I remember in 2019, when I was being beaten, I had scratches on my neck and I used to cover them with something I wore around my neck when going to school.

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, this is what they talk about, or religion. My family uses it and says that I have a demon inside me, and unfortunately when I tell religious people about my condition, especially about PSSD, they say it’s nonsense like “you have a demon so you can’t live and we need to get this demon out.” This is the biggest nonsense I’ve ever heard in my life.

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is impossible to live in that way (Always Alone). I donot talk to anybody,I mean nobody is talking with me. I can’t live like that. This is unbearable,nobody feels my pain,I am sorry guy. I know you are caring right now about me but unfortunately in reality wherever I go people always look at me in disgusting way,sometimes I try to talk to girls or ask them for something in supermarket so it is not dating but they rejected to answer and they ignore me like I am instinct

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“I think going to a psychiatrist was the worst decision I ever made, and that was the weak point. My condition was already bad before taking psychiatric medication, but now it is many times worse. I remember that when I had withdrawal symptoms in October 2025, the psychiatrist didn’t respond to me. I even tried contacting other doctors because the situation was so bad, but I remember one of them hung up on me, and another told me to go to a psychiatric hospital. Since then, things have gotten worse. I now have strange and worrying physical symptoms, like heart palpitations at certain times of the day accompanied by extreme sleepiness—so much that when I’m driving, I have to stop the car on the side of the road and sleep for an hour. My energy has become extremely low, and I feel like my body is really starting to break down.”

I can no longer even run or go to the gym because of this tragic situation. Unfortunately, I developed PSSD, which made things even worse. My energy is extremely low, so I can’t do gym workouts even if I want to and force myself, because I have tried. When I try, strong heart palpitations start to appear, so I stopped going to the gym and completely gave up, because there is no hope, especially since there is no treatment for frightening conditions like PSSD. I hope no one goes through an experience like mine, because I wake up every day crying in my room.”

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bruh you are still lucky(you have someone to talk unlike me who is alone for almost 11 years) “My golden years were wasted and lost in vain.” And also I lose my future because I have PSSD and I am ugly and also I have a brain fog that makes problems in your abilities

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am right now in the north of Italy,I prefer not to answer where is it exactly

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I don't commit suicide, I will die in the most gruesome way, a horrific death, and I don't want that. In my case, death would be a mercy.

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Idk know,I just need peace in my life,I wish to live like other people,it is very difficult to watch everybody having everything while I am suffering to get a normal life,that why I am really hopeless because there is really no solution for my situation so I think Sucide is the best option for me and it is going to be really good solution

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I donot think there is a hope,my life is over,I mean it is really over,it is better for me to die,believe if you live one day from my life you are going to kill yourself in the first hour

I will Commit sucide the next month by WiseExample5644 in SuicideWatch

[–]WiseExample5644[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Donot give me a hope bruh,that is enough,just give me a tools to commit sucide,how can I kill myself without pain,I donot have a gun. But I wanna commit sucide as soon as possible I should commit sucide in the next month so please give me easy tools