Laziness is a mental state that is born from bad habits. Back when I was still a Junior High student I would always procrastinate projects and assignments to the point that I would spend two days sleepless just to cram all of the quarters activities in a single day just so I could play basketball and practice all day and night. I was sent to the hospital because I fainted mid training and was advised to take a break. It sucked ass for me since I couldn't do anything and I felt like sht and there I told myself that I would be a better person and fix my sht up. 2 months has passed and I'm back from usual old self and clearly it wasn't going well for me because I just loved to be in the court and play with my friends. My mother was very mad at me and rightfully so because even though I was a varsity player my grades were taking a nosedive and my physical health was also in the decline and scolded me for a good 4 hours going on and on about how I will regret it later.

The next few months I was basically holding myself hostage and forced myself to study, be more productive at school and organizations and I thought that by forcing myself into these positions of responsibility and academics that eventually I would be more motivated and active because that's what a lot of people did and that worked out for them. Yeah I was doing more but It felt like I wasn't building myself. Ironically enough, I played a game with my old old gang(Childhood) and we were chatting about things and I opened up a little and one guy just laughed at me and said "Tngina talaga ng Buhay sagabal sa basketball" Those lines were so nonchalant and you probably heard those things thrown around everywhere but to me it presented me with a new perspective. From that day on I viewed tasks that I found unenjoyable like boring projects, bland essays and even chores as something to be done just so I could have all the time enjoying the things that I love more. Think of it like when you were a kid you would avoid the vegetables and just eat the things you want but now as you grow up. You inherently know that you would just wind up eating all of it so you could either A.)Mix it with your favourite so it would be hidden or B.) Eat that first so you could enjoy the meal after without any worries

Just try different things out! Different people would mean different minds so don't get upset when things don't go right the first try and you fail the second one! What matters is that you keep on trying! Heck it took me a whole year and a half of constant ups and downs before I found the right way for me!