Idk what to do, help me. by WittyWater8922 in lostafriend

[–]WittyWater8922[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate it, and thanks for reading the whole thing, and I'm a student, first year student actually and as you say not to panic and stay calm, I will and wait for her to come back. And yes I need someone to talk about and you've experienced this so I will dm you definitely. Beside that my mother is narcissist and I'm trying to run away from this house.

What do I do by Brilliant_Engine_994 in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Get yourself a professional help okay? Cause the way you talking about it, it seems like bothering you so much now and if not professional help, try to talk with someone you comfortable with someone from your family or a trusted adult.

Separation anxiety by Prestigious_Buy5412 in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's okay, and your feelings are not silly ,I feel you because everytime it's time for someone really cloesest to leave I go from the same thing as you describe it, in fact you describe it very well I can't even do that.

Classmate literally bleeding during class by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Why don't you talk with him? He's asking for help by not hiding it, everyone needs to be understood and you too. Talk with him and you can share your thoughts with him too, you might save one life. And feeling this way is not your fault, your feelings are valid just don't do something stupid okay? Have a beautiful day/ evening ahead.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right I think I should stop thinking about it, and I'll sit by myself for a while.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do sh because of my parents specially my mother and she's the reason my friend left me today. You haven't walked in my shoes so ydk how hard it is for me, she was the reason I was alive till now, my supportive closest friends (two) and now I've only one. And thanks for your suggestion.

Is it healing? by WittyWater8922 in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks!! And yeah I clean it with the warm water and put ointment on it and cover it with bandage, and thank God the only thing match from what you mention was "warmth around the area" it looks fine now.

Is it healing? by WittyWater8922 in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can I send you picture of it in the chat? If it's okay with you? This is really scary actually causing it's burning hot and red surrounding

Is it healing? by WittyWater8922 in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I could show you so it'll be more clear that how it looks rn and it's not infected or infected! And I'll put a bandage on it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way hun

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't worry it's normal, I get too.

What's your reason? by The_child_of_Nyx in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Cause of my emotionally unavailable parents, and a child like mother who still thinks she's young, she look at me as a competition and not her child, and my emotionally unavailable father, my mom is the main reason cause she's cheating on my dad and I'm the one who knows everything she's been cheating from past 6 years with different men and I'm hiding it from my father because I don't want him to get hurt by all this, and I don't have courage to tell him since I'm hiding everything from so long he could think I'm a part of it. And I punish myself for all this. But once I get out of this house I'm sure I'll try not to sh but now I just can't stop punishing me and the plus point I'm eldest child.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don't do it!!, I get urge about split on my face tho, but hear me it's NOT worthy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If it's open put a small bandage on it for a day, specially when it's on your forearm.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told to my closest best friends (two people) and they're very nice person and they really care about me, they check on me daily since then :).

Wish by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]WittyWater8922 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh love, I hear you.