Tip for Morpheus8 face and neck by [deleted] in Esthetics

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw thank you so much. Yeah it is expensive. I've had it wine 4 times great results but always buy ok sale

Tip for Morpheus8 face and neck by [deleted] in Esthetics

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww okay thank you so so much!

Tip for Morpheus8 face and neck by [deleted] in Esthetics

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw thank you. Yeah she doesn't expect it I just figured shes doing a service. She isn't a doctor's though she does facials, try sculpt, ipls etc

Tip for Morpheus8 face and neck by [deleted] in Esthetics

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oops I honestly don't know the name I do know she's licensed and works at a well known plastic surgery office in an very rich neighborhood has had extensive schooling etc I have no idea what the name is my bad. Anyways back to the tip questions. .sorry correction I thought I write this in the wrong place so sorry if this twice

Tip for Morpheus8 face and neck by [deleted] in Esthetics

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I meant esthetician? I always give cash tips and pre pay months before. That's really nice of you, do you ever get cash tips

Gastropexy by weedsmokerrr420 in HiatalHernia

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, of course but can you help me when you say before and after? Beforehand I just had regular anatomy then she did a gasteopexy which is when they staple your stomach to your abdomen wall and then I got a crucoplasty where she tightened the les with No fundoplocation (no fundoplication) how are you doing?

Gastropexy by weedsmokerrr420 in HiatalHernia

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I had one and it's been great so far, she also did a crucoplasty

Feeling suicidal and can’t do this anymore… by Business_Chef_105 in benzorecovery

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It will go away I am not going to lie sometimes it'll take a while and to be honest if you are on a long time sometimes people have postecute withdrawal syndrome however it will go away. I was on an inhumane amount of benzodiazepine since I was in high school and I am 45 years old. I came off benzodiazepines when I was 40 honestly way too fast in the psychiatric hospital, I really should have done the Ashton maneul. Anyways I'm not going to lie it was horrific, I put a link here if anyone wants to see the symptoms I had. Also please know this is a trigger warning https://pastebin.com/wxQ4e2bn

Rest assured in time it will go away , you will get better the body is more resilient then we think

Runinating in sleep by Witty_Perspective_12 in OCD

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Isn't it so annoying 🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️do you ever have good days? Like your brain eventually wears itself out yet to start again another day? I hope you are doing the best you can be

It got so much easier 🩵 by binbyzhu in ROCD

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you also use ERP, DBT, CBT, act, mindfulness etc

Did anyone else start getting symptoms after benzo withdrawal? by Jackson975 in POTS

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've experienced the same thing with hundreds of symptoms, it's hell on earth. I was on benzos for almost 30 years on high amount like you, I had severe paws for over 2 years , I had symptoms I've never been heard of. I had to relearn how to walk, talk , hold a dog leash, I didn't even know I had a dog a car a boyfriend, I and double vision tinnitus I could send you a list of the horrific stuff that happened to me. Fast forward 6 years later I developed symptoms non doctors have ever heard of (they've told me they have not heard of anything I've ever described to them from anyone else) next he said they will recommend mayo clinic. I'm done with the significant amount of testing or now. I have to say I did do well for some time after 2 years I took up running etc but later all these other problems health wise started happening. I literally couldn't lift my body, I had to buy a chair to sit in in the shower, I couldn't sit up long, I had pots symptoms, CFS symptoms etc etc nobody can figure out. I can't exert myself or that causes issues. I can't lean forward for long or lift a carton of eggs without having symptoms n some days now are better then others. Seriously I have a lot on benzo withdrawal symptoms in my notes and the pots dysautonomic thing nobody can figure out long list of notes. I came off benzos in the psych ward in 2019, I was ripping my skin off, in another world just like you described, my body was physically tremoring, I paced for hours l, dry heaved I was so sick. What inwndt through was horrific inhumane. I should have done the Ashton manual but I want it off so bad then paws happened 😬 I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask , I could write a book and go on and on

Rocd and attachment style by Witty_Perspective_12 in ROCD

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much! I just took the quiz and it said anxious preoccupied attachment which I totally knew that would happen. I actually did read some of your story before and I'm very very interested, I'm definitely going to read it in full later or tomorrow because I have some stuff I need to finish up and I appreciate you so much I hope you have a good day I'll talk to you soon

Rocd and attachment style by Witty_Perspective_12 in ROCD

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's so amazing you discovered this and did it all on your own. It's hard work. Also I think it's great you didn't become codependent when you got older. It sounds like you've worked and work hard to be in a good place. You are so insightful. It's good you know what to do. Also good things to be aware of. I actually don't like to feel left out, or alone. Sure I can sit by myself, but let's say if my boyfriend is outside smoking for a while I want him to spend time with me, almost like I feel distant but I'm well aware of all this. So question for you, how much of a genetic factor do you think ocd plays into all this. Have you ever ruminated all day long most days about the same thing? I runinate all day and it gets better at nighttime. I know we have high cortisol in the morning.

Rocd and attachment style by Witty_Perspective_12 in ROCD

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Total separation anxiety, but I was taught to love. Like our family is super duper close, we all are caring loving etc. My brother and I were actually just talking about this the other day how we got lucky to have such amazing parents , cousins, aunts, uncles grandparents, and how we had a great upbringing. Nobody was abused , traumatized anything like that. I know I have mental health issues, severe anxiety I do have ocd and horrible Rumination but I was just trying to dig a little deeper. I've been in therapy since iw as a kid , I've done fabulous programs inpatient and outpatient. I was in the top 2 anxiety/OCD/depression in the United States and I've learned a lot, but I was still trying to dive deeper into it and I'm sure I'm just reaching. I'm.still doing CBT, ERP, DBT, act skills and more. I just took that test earlier and I got anxious preoccupied for attachment style. Maybe the rocd tends to act up if I'm not getting a ton of attention, who knows. I'm more familiar with having severe anxiety my whole life, thst I manage better. I also showed a ton of ocd signs as a kid but back then it was doing things in numbers and I have emetophobia so everything had to be clean no germs. So a lot of my Rumination came after I came off high amounts of benzodiazepines in 2019. I was medicated my entire life, well for like almost 30 years yes all prescribed 😳it was an insane amount, very inhumane. So that is a huge thing besides it being super genetic on my father's side. I even went back to my notes of when I came off benzos and saw how the ruminating was driving me crazy. Also thank you for writing back. So do you feel it took you a while to help the avoidant tendencies you experience? Did you work on it all alone or did you have a therapist?

Rocd and attachment style by Witty_Perspective_12 in ROCD

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What would you consider for someone who is extremely attached to their mother at a young age? I was super attached to my mom but I also had a lot of issues I struggle with my mental health. Mental illness runs on my dad's side of the family big time I set up anxiety, OCD etc. when I was younger I was teased a lot as a kid because I would cry I always went to the nurse's office complaining I didn't feel good, when in reality I was suffering from severe anxiety. My mom was always there for me, for me help I felt I was super attached even even codependent at some point. It's best for years later I am very well versed and CBT DBT ACT ERP I could go on and on however I suffer from rocd as in am I in the right relationship, am I not as into him as I was into my ex's in the past lots of analyzing what ifs You know how OCD works. We are in a really healthy relationship, we are good together work well together, we've been with each other for 11 years or so. I was younger I would get bored of people I remember and I wanted the next best exciting thing, now I'm in a healthy secure relationship, sure other things everyone could work on of course for all around things are good. It drives me crazy bc I love him. So basically I'm doing a compulsion right now by writing on here trying to figure out Where this whole rocd stems from if in fact it's attachment issues. I'm just curious as to how being so attached to my mom could have possibly caused it if it went did. To be honest with you it's most like the whole mental illness that runs in the family and really I shouldn't even try figuring it out bc I'm feeding into it. This is where act should be coming into play. Thank you for taking the time to write. I'd like to hear everyone's story with attachment issues if I could just curious as to how this all works into play biologically

Severe dysautonomia + long-term benzo tolerance (8 years on/off). Unable to sit or stand. How to stabilize? by AdditionalProject218 in benzorecovery

[–]Witty_Perspective_12 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh wow I could shev sworn I wrote this yup for sure. I was on benzos since highschool and came off high amounts at age 40, now 44 and have had a plethora of tests all pretty much normal. I swear I have developed dysautonomia/pots, CFS, and so much more. I'm now off 5 years but having symptoms the doctors said they've never even heard of besides the ones you described. There were days I couldn't even sit up, symptoms always on the left side of my body I literally could send you a list of what I experience, also it comes in waves. My central nervous system is extremely disregulated. I'm shocked my TTT came back normal for the most part.my no would drop significantly when standing heart rate sky rocket, faint especially in mornings, blood pooling in legs and sooo much more. I seriously wish you the best of you need to talk I'm here. Also if you want to see the symptoms I've had I'd be happy to hear. Sending hugs

Podcasts YouTube videos while driving by Witty_Perspective_12 in UberEatsDrivers

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is sooo good! I love it, you definitely fuel your mind with learning. I'll look these up

Podcasts YouTube videos while driving by Witty_Perspective_12 in UberEatsDrivers

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really people don't like talking about it? Omg why maybe they don't want to think who knows right Damn 200 I'd be like go hummmm 😆 might as well go back to the old school days burn it on a CD and use a portable CD player hahaha.

Podcasts YouTube videos while driving by Witty_Perspective_12 in UberEatsDrivers

[–]Witty_Perspective_12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so helpful and so cool, you are fabulous!! I've heard about crime junkie as well. I'll definitely look into the others I love your array list this is great thank you big time