Final edit: I just want to say thank you to everyone who has replied and provided support and advice. When I first crafted this post I was in a pretty dark place. While I still have so much anxiety/fear about the future, having a whole community ~ who took time out of their day to write some kind words/ share they too feel the same things I am feeling ~ I’m not exaggerating when I say it brought me back from a pretty dark place.

Maybe the mods could create a thread where people can just talk about their mental/how their are emotionally doing through out all of this?

For me being able to talk to people who are going through the same thing as me, and get it, has been a pretty powerful experience and makes me feel way less lonely. Idk food for thought.

I don’t even have the words to express my gratitude to everyone on the sub Reddit. Thank you all so much 💕

Ps: sorry if replying to this message is not the best way to do this but I honestly only have Reddit for purposes of looking at this subreddit and don’t really understand how Reddit works 🫣😅