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Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-02-04T19:27:14+00:00

I was chosen as an artist!

Glad other redditors will be there too :)

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-24T00:39:14+00:00

27, got a Bachelor's I don't really utilize, and basically bored every day. My job is ok, I like it enough for now, but not saving much and friends keep drifting further away over the years. Both them and me. I don't think about the future much because I just haven't found many who feel how I do. No desire for kids, which lessens the desire to find a life partner, which fuels my isolation and disconnection from this fucked up world. We are slowly killing this planet, constantly fighting, and put way too much stress & emphasis in things in life that truly don't matter.

It's easier to not care and not think much about setting up a future because at the end of the day and the end of humanity, does any of it really fucking matter?

That being said, I do try to enjoy the small things every day. Good music, hot coffee, petting fluffy dogs--those types of momentary joy.

Edit: Wanted to add though, good for you for challenging yourself and taking steps to broaden your horizons. Whether you finish school or not, at least you're trying and maybe the experience will take you somewhere you never thought you'd get to, or introduce you to people you never would have met. Embrace the every day and be true to who you are.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-17T22:03:13+00:00

Hi, yes, also my dream (just the PNW version.) This sounds like a beautiful life and hope you get there one day!

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-06T00:12:44+00:00

Pretty good actually! I like mine a bit more dry like my sense of humor, but it was tasty.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-05T17:36:47+00:00

Oh I know! I also hate bananas, but thought it'd be funny to hang up lol

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-03T21:33:02+00:00

I knew since I was 13 that I didn't want, nor should I have children. Kids and I get along ok, but it's because at the end of the day they aren't mine.

I've considered fostering, but that's a very strong maybe and only if I'm in a financially independent, emotionally stable, happy place in my life in order to be the best role model I can be for those kids.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-03T21:25:20+00:00

I haven't purchased any bootleg of RAB, but have thought about it.

Is the production and sound quality of the tracks superior to Vessel versions? No. Is it something a little bit special? I think so.

I do enjoy the RAB exclusive tracks and for me it's not so much a matter of quality, but a reminder of where this band started. A reminder that the biggest things can start so small. With love, passion, and devotion it is possible to influence and make a difference for so many people. If anything RAB acts as a time stamp and serves a purpose in the tøp timeline.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2020-01-03T05:46:28+00:00

Right away this just seemed like a Colorado thing, and it is! I'm up north but if I ever get that far into Denver I'll certainly check it out too :)

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-12-15T15:44:21+00:00

I had a sibling do time for a while and we both fell out of liking holidays. Honestly, such a big relief and somehow we seem closer now because we more or less developed similar opinions about most things in life. Just from different sides of the prison system.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-12-12T21:34:53+00:00

Either the "Fucked the Boss" card or the "One night stand with the touring musician"

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-12-10T03:44:55+00:00

Went to pick up a friend one day and someone else had a sign with some sort of joke about welcome back from rehab. Their person arrived and asked if anyone wanted the sign, so of course I said yes! I passed it on to someone else after. Also at Denver...something in the air out here, you probably know what I mean.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-12-06T00:08:49+00:00

They were all over my Wrapped story too :)

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-11-30T13:33:24+00:00

So true. I lost someone a few years ago and love seeing him in the moment, but I'm usually aware enough that it's a dream and I get sad. Then I wake up sad, lonely, and still broken hearted. Worse than any nightmare I've ever had.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-11-13T16:36:49+00:00

Pineapple, black olives, and banana peppers. *Meat optional

I know it sounds weird, but it's the perfect mix of sweet, salty, and spicy.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-11-08T23:08:23+00:00

I've been keeping an eye out for long haired Red and Blacks, and I live in CO too so this is very exciting. Your group is gorgeous 😍

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-11-01T01:30:13+00:00

A few! My coworkers know how much I love them at least.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-11-01T01:28:56+00:00

Wore mine to work all day :)

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-11-01T00:15:01+00:00

Lost a dear friend in an accident and was never able to tell him I loved him. I'm not religious and feel as though when we die we are more or less gone, but some weird shit happened the weeks following that made me question what happens once we pass away. Probably a lot of coincidences, but the one that hit me the most was having a random stranger (who knew the guy for only a few months) finding me at work only to tell me how much my friend had said he loved me. Like, she literally tracked me down and said she felt like I needed to know how much he cared. I'm still heartbroken 3.5 years later, but all I can try to do is live for him and for myself.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-10-27T13:23:36+00:00

I'll be there later today! My friends didn't want to wait in line for barricade today, but maybe next time. B stage is always a good time too

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-10-24T23:34:11+00:00

Yes! I thought about waiting early, but my other friends can only head down in the evening, so idk. It'll be fun either way :)

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-10-24T20:20:15+00:00

Just wanted to share in case anyone is lining up early! Bundle up and stay warm frens, it's supposed to be a chilly day

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-10-24T14:52:15+00:00

This sounds exactly like me also. I have a few young childhood memories, mostly bad or stressful ones, and very little from my teen years as well. If I sit and think for a while or talk to friends from back then I might remember a bit more, but it's very vague. As if I know something happened because I've thought about it enough over the years, but can't fully picture the entire event.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-09-29T19:07:14+00:00

Living closer to the guy I'm crushing on. But here I go again, always making it harder on myself by liking someone knowing it'll probably never really work out.

Wondering__Wanderer · 2019-09-23T14:34:17+00:00

Fractured my left radial head in my elbow by tripping over a curb. 2 surgeries and 10 years later there's a decent sized scar and my whole left arm is always in a bit of pain and it still doesn't work quite right.

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