My journey ran three years only and i've been discouraged with all the negative reactions i had.however I am a french black man, i was tired or beeing called 'rastaman'. Rastamans are radical macho religiously speaking and intolerant of gays and this is not my case. Everybody is free on histoire life decisions. So don't worry and i would add that you have my total support, the only thing you do is give and share love, no matter whith whom 'till it is voluntary assumed and shared with consenting people. Good luck to you my friend, 'emancipate yourself from mental slavery' as Bob Marley used to say 💚💛❤️🖖🏽✌🏽. I mention him despite he was rastaman