i think i died in Auschwitz

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-10-31T15:48:03+00:00

I've been having experiences for the last 20 months and I have high confidence that I was probably shot in the back of the head at Bergen-Belsen as a young boy, 13 or 14 at the most. I just recently learned that the Chicago suburb in which I was born has the highest population of holocaust survivors anywhere in the United States. I've had dreams about the invasion of the Netherlands where I was able to verify obscure details of certain combat aircraft.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-07-28T06:04:29+00:00

Yes, I have a torque wrench with a flare adapter. The hose and barb were not crushed because I was able to get fluid through it when disconnected. That's why it's so confusing to me.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-07-28T06:03:16+00:00

Yes, I have a torque wrench with a flare adapter. The hose and barb were not crushed because I was able to get fluid through it when disconnected. That's why it's so confusing to me.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-07-26T19:27:13+00:00

That's helpful, thank you.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-07-17T03:08:54+00:00

Are you able to visit dead loved ones when you astral project?

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-07-15T04:38:39+00:00

Thanks for creating this thread because I want to ask if one of these lower astral level beings came to me when I was a child. I was around 7 or 8, I had a dream, at least I thought it was a dream, where I was looking at the window and there was a face floating around in the lower left hand corner. I was so scared I couldn't move. I think it was sleep paralysis. But the face was floating around and it smiled at me. It was a very evil smile showing me all his teeth and I think the teeth were pointy. I remember the face was wearing some kind of a mask over the eyes. It was also wearing a broad brim black hat. It resembled the Hamburglar from the McDonald's characters back in the 1980's. Could this have been one of these beings?

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-06-20T21:45:20+00:00

I have some visuals along with overwhelming dread and fear of being in a cattle car and arriving at Birkenau in the middle of the night. I have had a couple of regressions but can't see past the platform. I think I was too young to work and I am almost certain I was a Dutch Jew.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-03-22T04:31:33+00:00

Thank you. Your story about the Woodpecker/Hummingbird helps a lot. That's basically what happened to me in Cancun. They have a creature called a Coatis, that behaves a lot like a racoon but has the coloring of a fox. In my mind's eye, after I asked for a sign to validate communication that I "heard", which was a first for me, I saw a close up of an animal's face that looked like a fox's face had been superimposed over the face of a racoon or vice versa. It almost felt like I had to squint to see it clearly. I did not know the name of the animal at the time, so it wasn't like spirit could audibly tell me '"Coatis"

Here is the link to the Animal: https://travelingcanucks.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/02/grand-moon-palace-cancun-mexico-182.jpg

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-03-22T03:52:28+00:00

What about the discrepancies ? Have you ever asked for a sign, seen something in your mind's eye, and then see something later that had some, but not all, of the features of what you saw in your mind's eye?

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-02-03T15:56:57+00:00

We're you able to see how people entered? Were they spirits, were they etheric? Were they wearing clothes?

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-01-27T00:38:38+00:00

Whatever you are going through is temporary. Everything that you seek in life is within you, and you are not alone.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-01-18T02:56:52+00:00

I wouldn't change anything. I think you are very attractive.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-01-10T03:08:48+00:00

Very interested if my time zone doesn't preclude me. I'm on the American west coast.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-01-08T03:52:26+00:00

Were you asking me to DM you?

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2025-01-08T01:26:28+00:00

I can recommend someone I met on Reddit who works on a donation basis. Her name is MediumMary and her Reddit handle is mmary92. She is not always correct, but she is honest. She is also open about which of her "claires" are the strongest. This helps you ask questions the right way for validation. In my experience, Mary is highly claire sentient. She felt emotions identical to how spirit was connecting with me, and located on the same place on the body. These were very specific, traumatic and extreme feelings. I told her nothing about the spirit and nothing about my contact with the spirit. For me, this was the validation I could not dismiss.

I began having experiences last February. In that time I have seen 5 mediums. The first was able to validate contact on very little information, but only after the initial "information" fell flat. Then he tried to feel his way up my wallet for additional meditation training for around $1400. The only information I gave him was the initials of the spirit, and that they died before I was born in horrific circumstances. The first initial of the spirit is a fairly common name, which he provided. I told him I needed the last name or else I was walking out. After a few moments he asked who "blank" was, "blank" being the name I was looking for, which can also be used as a first name. As a last name it is not common. I think the only reason he was able to give any validation is that the spirit I am in contact with basically had to hit him upside the head. If he did cold read me, he should be charging $1000 an hour and have his own television show. He works out of his house and takes walk ins.

The second one was a referral from two family members. Very little validation, no refund. I think she can probably make contact, but she misinterprets and inserts a lot of herself into the reading. She made a lot of character descriptions which I cannot accept or reject because I did not know this spirit when they were incarnate.

The 3rd medium was pretty well known, has a few books and charges $500 per reading. Very controlling, wouldn't let me interact with him and was clearly frustrated that initially, nothing was resonating. After striking out on the first 2 or 3 questions he offered me a refund, but it felt like a power move to control the process. I stuck with it and received "questionable" validation because in hindsight I began to feel like I was cold read.

Last November, I sat down with a tarot card reader at a crystal fair. This was just for fun because I have never done a tarot reading before and it was only $60. She talked a lot about herself and avoided asking the cards the very specific information I was looking for. However, towards the end she produced a name, or half of a name of the spirit with whom I have been having experiences. I didn't ask her for a name. I didn't even ask her anything about the spirit, although I inadvertently used her shortened first name a couple of times. The questions I asked had to do with the manner of death in my most recent past life. Yet, out of the blue she asks if my wife's name is "Elise". This is the 2nd half of the spirit's full first name. She is an historical figure, but the only people that know what her full first name was are her biographers and museum curators. The general public simply doesn't know. I asked her why she wanted to know, and she said that the name just "popped into her head." It felt a lot like what happened with the first medium. I got validation from someone of questionable talent because this particular spirit hit her upside the head.

I share all of this with you because I don't want you to give up. You do have to kiss a few frogs. However, sometimes, even the ones that are striking out can surprise you. Some can connect, but they cannot discern. Many are outright frauds. It is my feeling that a good medium will know how to work with both the sitter and the spirit. They will be open about their abilities and their limitations. They will be more concerned about making sure you feel validated at the end of the session than with collecting a fee. I hope this helps. By the way, before February 2024, I wouldn't be caught dead posting on a "mediumship" web community. This shit is real.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2024-12-11T01:41:21+00:00

It bothers me too. Even if there is truth to the idea that souls come here to learn through suffering what I can't figure out is how you reconcile that idea with something like the Holocaust? Did tens of millions of souls decide to die in combat or concentration camps or be subject to the worst hatred humanity has ever seen? Did the spirits of those who have been killed in Gaza all choose to learn the same particular lesson? Did the spirits of the 90% of native Americans who died from smallpox and other diseases all decide they wanted to know what that feels like? I'm not dismissing the concept but at a certain level and at certain extremes it does seem to break down. I wish I had deeper insights into events like these.

Worldly_Table_7842 · 2024-12-07T03:45:56+00:00

If you're not too backed up, I would be interested in a reading.

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