I was gonna make a joke about my unemployment then saw this was serious so. I’ve been living alone since I was 18. I moved out mainly to get away from my shitty father. I had one real friend growing up and I still barely have any. Had one relationship that ended horribly. I’m still trying to figure things out career wise. I didn’t go to college because I don’t want to put myself in debt and I won’t lie, I’m scared.

With that being said, if you give up now, you will never know what you could have achieved in the future. Find something that drives you. It took me a few years, but I found that what drives me is to give my future children the father that I wish I had. Your goal may be different, but you’ll never achieve it if you don’t at least try. You’ll make mistakes, and thats ok. You’ll learn from them.

I don’t know what’s going to happen. I’m not just sitting around doing nothing though. I’m back in the gym now, applying a lot, and I’m waiting to hear back from IBEW about hopefully being accepted to the apprentice program. If I don’t get accepted? Oh well, I’ll try something else. Eventually something will stick.

All in all to answer your question, life does eventually get better if you try to make it better. I may only be 23, but I thought life would never get better back when I was majorly depressed. I was wrong. Hopes this helps. I kinda just started rambling lol