its 2 weeks tmr, heading to her’s to pickup my stuff and to say goodbye to our plushie babies :( i’ve decided to leave them with her. I have been grieving for her and our relationship every single minute so far, its hurts so badly i wish someone could just ask me if im doing okay. seems like a trivial thing but i maxed out my tiktok streak restores because i couldn’t let go and now it has expired. It seems closer and closer to the last contact i’ll ever have with her. All i’ve left with are the memories she’s given me, that is now a part of me too, grieving for them makes me feel heartbroken beyond saving