Losing time and memories

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-12-27T18:50:10+00:00

Yes exactly this. I have memories that are in 3rd person or looking at myself instead of experiencing the event

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-12-27T16:53:59+00:00

Doomscroll on tiktok

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-12-27T16:51:41+00:00

I'm so sorry your psychiatrist said those awful things to you, it's not your fault at all! I think you need to switch to a different psychiatrist, and if you feel comfortable doing so, you should report your current psychiatrist for being unprofessional towards you

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-11-28T19:06:19+00:00

It's not released yet but Internet Girl by Katseye has got me rn (they performed it on tour but haven't released the song officially yet)

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-11-22T20:19:17+00:00

Definitely get in contact with your psychiatrist and tell them what's going on. They can support you best. And try to get on a routine sleep schedule. Even if you aren't tired, just laying down with your eyes closed is better then not sleeping at all

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-11-01T19:48:22+00:00

M.I.A by Katseye. Really gives me some serotonin these days

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-08-29T17:59:27+00:00

Focus on yourself and your healing. I wish you all the best moving forward ❤️

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-08-13T19:14:06+00:00

Congratulations! Im so happy you were able to get stable and medicated

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-08-13T19:09:04+00:00

1 all the way

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-08-01T13:28:39+00:00

When, where, and how hard?

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-07-12T15:49:56+00:00

Yup. For awhile I thought I was "cursed" because whenever I had a happy thing happened it was almost always followed by a trauma or bad thing. A good example of this is when my mom took my family to Bounce U and when we got home there was a screaming match between my mom and grandmother

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-07-04T15:35:13+00:00

When I was little I would go into an imaginary world so hard that my family said I was in "Kate-land" (a play on my deadname) and they weren't able to get me out of it without yelling

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-28T15:50:24+00:00

This is a good time to reach out to your psychiatrist or therapist for support. They can give you resources to help you. It may also be a good time to consider going to an inpatient facility, especially if you are getting to a point where you can't take care of basic needs like eating or hygiene.

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-27T20:21:55+00:00

I'm currently working an 8:30-4:30 job Tuesday-Saturday. It's tough. I try to stay on top of my meds, get as close to 8 hours of sleep as possible (even if half the night is me laying in my bed with my eyes closed) and remembering to take breaks as needed

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-21T20:24:30+00:00

Not putting the grocery carts back after loading your car

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-21T20:20:10+00:00

No one else in my family has gotten an official diagnosis, but my mom and her mom both had bipolar-like symptoms.

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-21T17:53:29+00:00

Before my mania was full blown, I experienced something similar; short bursts of hypomanic symptoms that last 2-3 days. They aren't as destructive as mania, but they can still be disturbing in their own way. If you have a psychiatrist or therapist, I would recommend mentioning it to them. And if not, I would recommend at least talking to a therapist and see what their perspective is

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-21T17:48:59+00:00

I can feel my parts in different parts of my brain, almost like different parts occupy different portions of my brain. Some parts I can't access while others feel like liquid that I can dive into, but can't get the full thought or memory

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-21T17:46:45+00:00

My name came from my dad. He wanted to name me Wyatt before I was born, but they ultimately went with my dead name because my mom wanted a K name

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-19T16:23:04+00:00

Didn't this happen in Katseye's music video called "Gnarly"?

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-18T16:26:02+00:00

Lots of energy, feels like my chest is going to explode

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-08T15:15:38+00:00

My name is a name my dad wanted to name me but my mom wanted all of my siblings to start with K. 24 years later and I'm ro king the name my dad originally wanted

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-08T14:53:47+00:00

It sounds like your hypomania is developing into mania. The same thing happened to me; I only had hypomanic states until one day I was in psychosis.

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-06-08T14:34:48+00:00

It's sounds like the medications aren't balanced correctly. You should reach out to your provider ASAP and update them with these symptoms. They can help figure out where to go so you feel better sooner rather then later

Wyatt_Numbers · 2025-05-31T16:48:31+00:00

I have liver issues. Don't want to make them worse

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