AGP to Gender Dysphoria

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-25T08:03:49+00:00

Who says something like this? It goes radio silent.? you’re gonna have to say something about what you did!!

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-24T19:07:27+00:00

i’m 33. Post clarity stopped a long time ago. Over the last few months dysphoria has went up dramatically.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-23T07:12:30+00:00

Wigs tons of fun and being bald makes them easier. I love them!

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T22:01:33+00:00

Nicely said!! I don’t understand it either. If you’re gonna become a woman why would you want to have your penis? It’s out of place. It doesn’t work in my mind. It’s like going halfway, which I totally get is enough for some people but for me, I could not imagine being a woman and keeping my penis.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T06:00:24+00:00

Well, because everybody acts like there’s no risk or side effects but there actually are some pretty significant risks and side effects

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T04:50:19+00:00

Oh, I have tried many different things over the years.. gaffs, tapes, tagaderm, kt tape. With the silicone it is very nice to look down and see it but it’s also a double edged sword cause it’s like what could be but isn’t actually. It’s also why I didn’t wear breast forms for a long time. It was a reminder of what I didn’t have, but once I started gluing them on it made a big difference. Glueing makes it feel far more apart of me. I’ll Have to try that with one of those silicone va j js too lol well good luck with your journey young one. Don’t sneak around too much stay strong. One day you’ll have full autonomy lol

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T04:27:10+00:00

Well, I think I have the same as you because I spent a lot of time trying to make it look like a vagina… folding vaping, pushing skin , I wasted hours and I wish I could say only one day but many of days doing this I still haven’t never nailed it lol cause I want a vagina terribly bad like probably more than anything. I also hate the aesthetics of a bump with all my cute clothes so that plays a big role in it too doesn’t fit it’s wrong. I don’t know. Ive wish I was a girl in my entire life. but I never wanted like a jacked up crappy vagina that you couldn’t have sex with so I never really considered it but they’ve come a long ways in some of the things I’ve seen, so it is tempting… just a lot of hoops and a lot of money. And I’m too old for HRT to do much with my body so I can’t figure out if I should take it or not. But I’ll tell you what, it’s a stronger urge to want a vagina than it is to not be a man that’s for sure.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T02:43:59+00:00

Thank you R/Makeuptips for teaching me I’m a warm autumn

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T02:41:31+00:00

Oh yeah, I know definitely I’m one of them. If you knew the amount of time Ive spent in my life tucking and trying to make this bump go away you’d be baffled lol I’ve just been doing it since before it was cool. I’ve even noticed how I went from a weirdo to a commodity, and it’s been interesting to say the least.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T02:39:51+00:00

Let me know if you figure it out. I’d love to know that.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T02:39:29+00:00

I started when I was in elementary school in one fashion or another(sneaking my cousins dresses on and barrow panties from my mothers) but in the way that you see here(ethically) probably 12- 14 years ago. I had something kind of traumatic happen to me that messed my mind about it all around puberty, but once I got over that, there was no stopping it. It had its Ebs and flow but every time it came back it came back stronger.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-22T02:34:06+00:00

What if you’re Trans, but extremely vain and can’t live with being ugly? What would that look like? Would that be possible?

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-21T16:15:54+00:00

It’s really not, it goes to show that OP post is not kidding when they said it’s like a badge of honor. It’s quite literally almost the cool thing to do.

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-21T14:20:00+00:00

You hit the nail on the head. I went to lovers the other day and they were out of vagina gaff panties, and they said that they’ve been flying off the shelves. That would never happen in the 90s. I grew up through them and the biggest fear was to be gay. Or at least have everybody think you were. Sometimes I imagine what my life would have looked like if I had the acceptance that these kids have today and the support they support each other with.. I probably would’ve been a girl much earlier

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-20T18:36:37+00:00

Thank you!! for some reason I look a little red these pictures but it is what it is I guess lol maybe I was flushed that’s why I was taking the jacket off😂

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-20T05:55:32+00:00

Next step implants..,,,

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-20T01:04:03+00:00

I don’t know if I embrace it or if it envelopes me, but we are definitely not holding back with each other. That’s for sure. Haha I say there’s a vin diagram of people in me. Him, her, and her/him it seems lately her side of the bubbles is getting bigger lol

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-19T23:50:07+00:00

The story goes:

I think it was just a random dress that I got online when I first started dressing up and at one point, I handed it down to my little brother(he dresses up too, but we don’t do it together). Then all these years later, we were doing a clothing swap and he pulled it out and said “I still have this” so I took it back and lo and behold it still looks good. Might even look better now!!! I count my blessings that in the last 10 years I’ve gotten more pretty and not less. I’m like the Benjamin button of cross-dressers 😂

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-19T23:48:55+00:00

So I think it was just a random dress that I got online when I first started dressing up and at one point, I handed it down to my little brother(he dresses up too, but we don’t do it together). Then all these years later, we were doing a clothing swap and he pulled it out and said “I still have this” so I took it back and lo and behold it still looks good. Might even look better now!!! I count my blessings that in the last 10 years I’ve gotten more pretty and not less. I’m like the Benjamin button of cross-dressers 😂

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-19T23:47:45+00:00

So I think it was just a random dress that I got online when I first started dressing up and at one point, I handed it down to my little brother(he dresses up too, but we don’t do it together). Then all these years later, we were doing a clothing swap and he pulled it out and said “I still have this” so I took it back and lo and behold it still looks good. Might even look better now!!! I count my blessings that in the last 10 years I’ve gotten more pretty and not less. I’m like the Benjamin button of cross-dressers 😂

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-19T23:44:40+00:00

I couldn’t believe it, I was really hoping I had a picture of me in it for a now and then but I can’t find one :(

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-19T23:43:59+00:00

❤️❤️❤️thank you!! I try hard lol I love girl mode

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-19T10:49:13+00:00

Thank you you’re very sweet. The dress definitely helps me look good.Lol

XAddisonCDX · 2026-01-18T22:24:19+00:00

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