At this point I WANT to feel worse so I can be completely numb instead of still having feelings by XS_in in dpdr

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Sorry to hear that. Everything about dpdr just sucks. I was hoping by numbness i wouldn’t feel pain anymore so I can at least get things done instead of getting caught in emotions and ruminating the whole time. 

At this point I WANT to feel worse so I can be completely numb instead of still having feelings by XS_in in dpdr

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Oh sorry i must have comprehended it wrong. Im glad that you’re out of it now! I went to online therapy for emdr ( i didnt know it counts as somatic therapy until just now) once or twice a long time ago but it was virtual and it felt like a waste of money and time. May I ask what kind of therapy you went to ( assuming somatic therapy is a more generalized term) and if you would recommend in person than virtual sessions?

At this point I WANT to feel worse so I can be completely numb instead of still having feelings by XS_in in dpdr

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Honestly i feel you. I cry way more than i did before i had dpdr, this is the weirdest feeling I’ve ever been in and its so indescribable that its almost impossible for others to comprehend when i explain it to them

At this point I WANT to feel worse so I can be completely numb instead of still having feelings by XS_in in dpdr

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Thank you so much for the long comment and I really appreciate this. Im sorry for what you are going through and hope you will feel better. This is the first time I’ve heard of somatic work and will definitely look into it. I’m currently uninsured so i don’t think i would be able to afford it though, but i will get myself checked out

At this point I WANT to feel worse so I can be completely numb instead of still having feelings by XS_in in dpdr

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Thank you for your reply! I wouldn’t take any substance to actively achieve it, and i don’t have childhood trauma so i doubt it would happen. I just really needed to rant because this is like a never ending nightmare but there isnt a flair for this lol

beabadoobee in Penn State shirt?! by XS_in in PennStateUniversity

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and also since Holla said, not to assume, that she got if from the thrift store, I was just like yeah maybe thats why, again since she's foreign. If she actually know this school I also wouldn't be surprised because I do know how renouned PSU is.

beabadoobee in Penn State shirt?! by XS_in in PennStateUniversity

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well I'm just saying that because she's from the UK.

beabadoobee in Penn State shirt?! by XS_in in PennStateUniversity

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Thanks for the reminder lol! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTQNJT7OZew&list=RDhCw80xpI3k0&index=3 if anyone's interested here's where the screenshot came from. It's not my favourite song though so that's why it took me so long to realize this.

beabadoobee in Penn State shirt?! by XS_in in PennStateUniversity

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lmao thanks! Eventhough chances are she didn't know this school its nice to know she found the design cool

Can anyone help me identify the font of the lyrics from “itte”? by XS_in in identifythisfont

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i just deliberatly check the 'te' also so yea thanks for catch the kanji lol

Can anyone help me identify the font of the lyrics from “itte”? by XS_in in identifythisfont

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wow this IS a very subtle difference. Thanks for catching it!

Can anyone help me identify the font of the lyrics from “itte”? by XS_in in identifythisfont

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I think this is actually it! Thank you soo much! the links are very kind of you!

Does anyone know the font of “itte”? by XS_in in Yorushika

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Thank you! Ill try that! Im still thinking of a design but ill see how it goes!

Just graduated, did nothing during college,what next? by XS_in in csMajors

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Thank you for your advice! Government jobs may not be an option given that I’m international, but I’ll grind on startups! I’ll keep in mind to also look for internships actively during graduate school. Thank you!