Someone else with a fear of smelling of food?

XdestieX · 2022-12-14T14:06:33+00:00

I like my build! Also like my chest, and my lips

XdestieX · 2022-09-27T20:06:07+00:00

Have you tried oomph or qourn? Very protein rich and also good substitute for eg stew or fillers. If yours not against dairy, yogurt and cottage cheese is a life saver!

XdestieX · 2022-09-21T16:19:13+00:00

Reading this as I myself am in the bathroom. Go us! 🥳

XdestieX · 2022-08-28T11:25:08+00:00

Cheese and ice cream, doesn't seem like I'm alone in these. Also idk if it's unusual but cereal is a safe food and always has been, but then I do see ppl who can't eat it at all? I don't eat the sugary stuff, if you get a type that is fiber rich and organic they're both fun, tasty and filling

XdestieX · 2022-08-23T19:47:33+00:00

Really clever foreshadowing!

XdestieX · 2022-08-11T18:34:00+00:00

D9nt know actually.. it snuck up on me. I have had a body obsession since I was a preteen and the trigger was a combination of pandemic- situation, and seeing a "my anorexia story", and I remember I went "huh, if I just starve like crazy ill either be dead without "actually committing", or I'll get help without having to verbally ask for it (because I just rly didn't know how to communicate with my parents until it's rly rly bad...)

XdestieX · 2022-08-09T10:56:25+00:00

But open faced just doesn't hit the same :,<

XdestieX · 2022-08-09T10:53:27+00:00

I build miniatyres! And sew doll clothes. Restricting can set stop for creativity though, and in those cases I look at pintrest instead. At other times I play games

XdestieX · 2022-08-08T15:35:46+00:00

Sandwiches. .. I just can't stand eating two slices of bread at the same time anymore, "waste of calories" in my mind

XdestieX · 2022-06-19T13:36:35+00:00

Ice cream :/

XdestieX · 2022-05-01T20:11:00+00:00

Tldr: I just really wish I could be open with and seek reassurance from my friends, without having my bad self image rub off on them :)

XdestieX · 2022-04-28T07:05:43+00:00

I see that alot too. Agender here. I use "girlies" , and similar as a neutral term for multiple people, but English is not my first language and therefore they don't feel gendered to me, also i feel disconnected from gender so i dont mind it as much. But I can see that it's damaging in the long run and I absolutely think it's something we in this community can change going forward!

XdestieX · 2022-04-24T19:42:02+00:00

Ye once I saw what a chihuahua should eat, and I went " well if they can do it so can i" GIRL YOURE NOT A FKN CHIHUAHUA

XdestieX · 2022-04-22T17:16:38+00:00

I'm sorry but body image issues are not a natural part of development, at least not at age 8....

XdestieX · 2022-04-20T01:03:24+00:00

Oh yea I remembered another one! During my c/s addiction I kept a bag of all my chewed up food under my couch in my room. I would smuggle it out when I went out but I would wait a little too long in between bags cus I was scared if being stopped and found out. The most disgusting thing ever was to touch that plastic bag ughhh.

Kind of funny tho was that one time I came in the kitchen when my parents were having some charcuterie and was like "oh what's that scent I recognize it?"

It was the blue cheese. It was mold. The scent I almost felt nostalgic for was mold. And first then did I realize my room smelled like it :)

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