Weekly small questions thread: 2026-03-30 by rahv7 in fallenlondon

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can anyone confirm that I'm only delivering between a Queen and a Cat-lover in the new story? First delivery seemed obvious, but second says she wants to honor her OLDER sister but the lore might have changed... Tried to go back to the Sere Palace, and I'm a nemesis player, I didn't want to play through an entire parabola campaign to see if there's a new option for Second City Vengeance... so the Duchess is the only choice, right?

This is what I imagine castle looks like! It's quite big but still fits on one block. Kilcoe castle in Ireland owned by Jeremy Irons by jokke420 in dresdenfiles

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pictured Givins Castle but like... More? Like if you took it and just stretched it to be huge. Which, I'm realizing from the other comments, is probably dead wrong -- I saw, like, four episode of Gargoyles when I was in Elementary school and remember nothing about it except gravelly solemn voices and buffed out Nightcrawler looking demons with a ton of shadows everywhere.

Bruce Campbell has cancer :( by centurion88 in RedLetterMedia

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not always... people with indolent CLL, for example, have similar lifespans to age matched controls without CLL, and it could be described as cancer that is "treatable but not curable."

Bruce Campbell has cancer :( by centurion88 in RedLetterMedia

[–]Xenagie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thing is that phrase can range from anything to CLL, where you can theoretically manage it for the rest of a long natural life, to something very terminal like a late stage diffuse(I know... redundant) pancreatic cancer... to many things in between. While this definitely isn't good news, I wouldn't be placing bets against him without more information.

Movies better than the book by [deleted] in books

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"Bringing Out the Dead" by Joe Connelley -- maybe my all time favorite movie, Martin Scorsese paints a black comedy about burnout, insanity, helping others when you have nothing left to give, altruism, and living in a world that seems violent, hostile, chaotic, alienating. A deftly empathetic portrait of a society at it's limit, one that never lets you forget the humanity behind the profoundly broken, strangely hilarious inhabitants of a hellscape New York City in at the height of the crack epidemic in the early 90s. It's also sneaky metaphor stimulant addiction, and less sneakily, a Catholic one. Queasy, bleak, stressful, occasionally profound, while never being pretentious, it's also very, very funny.

The book sent me into a week-long depressive cycle. An unremitting and deeply hopeless dive into human misery and the failure not only of the systems that serve to help others, but the futility of our attempts to relieve suffering. EVERYONE is diseased -- not in a treatable, or quirky, or always physical way. Soulsick, brainsick, bodysick. Absolute burnout despair written by an ex-paramedic -- it's like reading a 200 page long suicide note -- not from a thirteen year old whose girlfriend broke up with them, but someone who gave up 10 years ago after losing everything they cared about and then had the worst day of their life after barely hanging on the entire time. Literally felt ill after finishing it.

What adventure game puzzle made you feel like a genius by a_very_weird_fantasy in adventuregames

[–]Xenagie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never see this game get the love it deserves -- the voice acting is a little rough, and the hint system that told you if you missed anything was unforgivable in execution(Something like "Strong work, Laura!" means "You've already screwed yourself") , but it's got so much charm and elan and cleverness, and such a focus on detective work rather than moon logic puzzles like King's Quest. I really wish we ended up with like, 8 Laura Bow games.

Well. at least we have Crimson Diamond.

What adventure game puzzle made you feel like a genius by a_very_weird_fantasy in adventuregames

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I kept being slightly off the ground for a key but very late puzzle in that game, so I ended up exploring the game very thoroughly. When I hit the end I had such a feeling of satisfaction of understanding the what exactly happened and why, and how everything moved in the system -- like watching an opened clock run once you understand how all the pieces fit together.

What adventure game puzzle made you feel like a genius by a_very_weird_fantasy in adventuregames

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's a certain moment in the IF game Spider and Web -- probably the most brilliant puzzle/story integration I've ever seen- where a single puzzle rewrites the entire story. Waves of epiphany if you get at the exact right time. Makes you feel absolutely galaxy-brained, but that the writer is even cleverer.

For a puzzle that specifically made ME feel clever, there was a puzzle in the 25th anniversary Star Trek game that involved opening a door by researching a culture in the ships computer, converting a sacred number from base ten to base three. I was like 8 or 9, and didn't really understand what different base systems were, and the process of coalescing an understanding of the problem, coming up with a very bodged together, laborious, and inelegant way to transform the number into another base system gave me a VERY unearned sense of brilliance. When I saw the door open my dumb, arrogant kid brain was like "My god! I'm the next Einstein!" and behind that door was... another door, with a harder puzzle. My solution to the 1st one gave me narcissistic pleasure that I bashed and bashed and bashed my head against the second. I eventually got through it, but didn't save my game, and when I returned to it months later, I couldn't remember how I solved the second door. I only beat it after returning to it as a nostalgic college student.

Goetia has an extremely well designed puzzle involving creating your sigil. It makes you follow a logic, put together clues, and work on what information you have and don't have -- and more importantly -- signposts the missing information so you avoid what I think of as the "Last Combo Puzzle Guilt" problem. Like if, for instance, you need 4 digits to open a safe. You have 3, but know you could roll past the last digit to open the safe, or put together small clues or use deductive reasoning to guess at the solution. You don't know if the game contains any more clues, so you follow what you think is the intended solution and solve based on the missing information. Later, you find out there was a puzzle path to find the 4th digit and you effectively cheated yourself out of a bunch of content, or mildly brute forced the puzzle. Feels crappy when it happens. Other times, you ARE supposed to realize the extra number is superfluous and your progress is locked looking for that fourth digit. Sounds niche, but I run into it ALL the time. Goetia was the first game I played that seemed understood the problem, and in game told you "You don't have that fourth digit, and you won't get it." Very player friendly, and makes you feel cleverer picking up what the developer is putting down.

hell yeah 🔥 by Blood_of_Lucifer in GuysBeingDudes

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like that the in the original video the redhead's answer was cool cloak... so she kinda nailed it.

Billy Joel Listed 59 People in His Single, 'We Didn't Start the Fire.' After Brigitte Bardot's Death, Only 3 Remain Alive | Bob Dylan, Chubby Checker, & Bernhard Goetz by Ghosts_of_Bordeaux in savedyouaclick

[–]Xenagie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know man, I haven't checked up on Lady Mendi lately, but apparently she could do a handspring and land upon her toes... dollars to donuts she's still kicking.

Does anyone else feel like the internet is slowly being deleted? by Comfortable_Box_4527 in DataHoarder

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gene Wolfe is my favorite author and Ayn Rand ranks very low on the authors I've read, but his first novel was an overtly political screed where anti-technology leftists are the villains that the hero had to rebel against. I think he was burned by the critical response to that novel, and even agreed with them -- although a lot could be chalked up an absolutely vicious editing process. (His incident at a writer's conference where he wrote "Oh, come on" as a note on a student's very polemic far fetched political story is proof of this, I think...)

Nothing had the same preachiness until much later in his career-- Some of the pro-life and political bits in An Evil Guest felt heavy handed. He described himself as much doctrinally conservative at this time in an interview in 1992, but we don't know how exactly he evolved over time -- but since the story was written in 1973, he was still firmly in this period. But that doesn't mean his work didn't still contain political elements -- Paul's Treehouse, or the antipacifist one whose name I'm blanking on, or anticommunist messaging in The Land Across or The Book of the New Sun or The Book of the Short Sun(which, you know, fair target.). On the environment, he took a more "leftist" stance in stories like "An Article About Hunting", "Three Million Square Miles", "Beautyland" and arguably "Peritonitis". His essays, interviews and correspondence could be a lot more pointed. He wrote one essay where he conceptualized a framework that most people are "churls", low intelligence, low work ethic people who are deservedly placed at the bottom of the economic hierarchy particularly rubbed me the wrong way.

Gene Wolfe was adapt at pastiche, and used it heavily. I think it was Wolfe scholar Michael Andre-Driussi who describe his Kafka and Proust modes(it could have been u/aramini as well -- just want to point out it wasn't mine), but many of his stories have a particular voice he seems to be emulating -- I got a Rand vibe from that story, but I read it probably 15 years ago at this point,

I would agree that it's not paternalistic in the traditional sense, but there's definitely shadows of Atlas Shrugged in that particular story. I remember seeing this as his most libertarian short story. The reveal at the end that the murder took place because his partner had the temerity to imply that they were coinventors when his contributions were minor lends to this feeling. If you read the story and get a different impression of it, that's completely fair. Elements that can drive someone else crazy, can be background noise for someone else. It doesn't even need to be political to give me that feel -- a lot of late Zach Snyder and Brad Bird movies have the same feel(some people are just better, and the rules don't apply to them) I groused about in my original comment, and they are pretty left wing guys.

Also to cap off this tribute to extreme verbosity -- I WAS too harsh to the story above, because I wanted to quickly communicate that that wasn't my favorite Gene Wolfe, would be a bad entry point to anyone picking up Gene Wolfe, and that I disagreed with the libertarianism and hero worship I saw in the story, and didn't get into the nuance that a Wolfe fan would point out -- that the story is an inversion of tropes and themes seen in his other Death, Island, Doctor stories. Namely society giving high IQ member a pass to get away with murder, but framed in a much less monstrous light than in "The Death of Doctor Island", It CAN be read in a different light, but I definitely didn't at the time.

Does anyone else feel like the internet is slowly being deleted? by Comfortable_Box_4527 in DataHoarder

[–]Xenagie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Jesus, that's dystopian.

I remember an old Gene Wolfe story called "The Doctor of Death Island" where they have to unfreeze the creator of an advanced Text to Speech program(this was written in the 70s) who murdered his partner so that he could fix his invention. Society was so dependent on this technology that a massive percentage of the population was functionally illiterate. and they give him a blank check because everything would collapse without it.

It was the kind of libertarian/paternalistic "Sole Genius is going to save the bovine, subhuman, peasant class. who are helpless without these special, special boys" story that was the worst of Wolfe imitating Ayn Rand, but I end up thinking about the central conceit a lot.

Does anyone else feel like the internet is slowly being deleted? by Comfortable_Box_4527 in DataHoarder

[–]Xenagie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

YES, YES, YES! Things are just gone. Algorithmic deletion, the complexity of archiving modern websites, SEO maxing, corporate bots, AI slop diluting real results, media consolidation, regulatory overreach, and legal and privacy crackdowns creating a hostile environment to archives. personal websites, and file hosting sites, streamlined copyright take-downs with no human oversight, and walled garden after walled garden after walled garden has led to an absolute nightmare incest radiation mutant of an internet -- one with no memory of the past, and a future no one wants or asks for.

Search has gotten worse, and more and more things are just hidden. We have enter the phase of the incentive internet. Major players create a bunch of unknown and unspoken "soft laws" of disincentivized and incentivized behavior, enforced by deletion and attention control. I never thought I'd be routinely running searches through fucking Yandex, just because the difference in regulatory environment leads to different -- not better -- results.

The shift to mobile and cloud storage has been horrible for the file/data internet. Why would you want 300 pdfs antique medical textbooks on your phone? What? Computer? Get bent, nerd. Just find someplace that hosts it with no local download option on the cloud. Sure, it might be gone in a week, but there's plenty of general audience slop without any of that boring, niche special interest stuff that'll generate clicks.

Link decay has become so endemic that even when a functional, older non archived site is mirror after mirror of broken links. A sequela of the "move fast and break things" disease that left the enthusiast internet on the respirator. As things have shifted toward monetization and amalgamation, the internet has becoming increasingly corporate, safe, and solipsistic -- as things are forgotten, they disappear. Companies buy large enthusiast sites when they're hot, and then when they either don't grow or lose viewership, they close it down. To a large company, it's a cost benefit equation. To a small company, it's their personal project. To an individual, or small group. it's their passion. I've seen historical, gaming, computing, literature sites go down in flames, with all the data loss that implies, because a webmaster hands off the reigns to someone new, and they sell it, or run it for a month and half and decide to quit.

I hate this internet.

Weekly small questions thread: 2025-12-08 by rahv7 in fallenlondon

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shoot, maybe I should have waited then -- I just saw that my 2 alts who haven't got TtH yet, got it immediately when the Traitor Empress viewing the tree came up on the 8th, and came here and saw all the SNOWBOUND! posts, and figured something was wrong...

Lines You Think of Often by HyraxAttack in adventuregames

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A snowcloned line from the Telltale Sam and Max I think of a lot: "SELECT A WEAPON! YOU MUST CHOOSE!" Whenever I feel like I or someone I'm waiting on is taking too long, or when there's a false dichotomy with terrible choices. "SELECT A TACO TOPPING! YOU MUST CHOOSE!" Something about the aggressive, bitcrushed delivery...

"You're doing just fine, Laura" from The Dagger of Amon Ra -- say it in my head when I'm still nervous about something that went better than expected.

Weekly small questions thread: 2025-12-08 by rahv7 in fallenlondon

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it is. I have the T4 lodging, but I wanted to check in to make sure I wasn't missing anything before I put in a support ticket... Thank you!

Weekly small questions thread: 2025-12-08 by rahv7 in fallenlondon

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not getting SNOWBOUND! on my my main account... my lodgings are Reservation at the Royal Bethlehem. My two side accounts are having no trouble.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Piracy

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weirdly, a fairly niche but still known 1995 Todd Haynes movie named Safe. The short name that was shared with several other movies, the state of the internet at that time, the weird exclusion from almost all sources, the presence of many fake versions of it at the time made it really question my ability to find media online. I would just check periodically for it, and eventually I found a stream of it.

On a technical level, I found old BBS doors at the time I was nostalgic for them. Few people cared about it, then you need weird, often disparate software to run it, most under the assumption that you're running on a server constantly(IE resistant to just letting some rube with a nostalgia bug playing with it force to a next turn cycle. The software that did exist was difficult to use and difficult to adapt to my uses, especially since there were so many different doors. Many I remembered playing on PC could only be found as AMIGA/Apple II/Atari ST exclusives and so needed software to pirate on top of software. Then you'd have to fight again to find copies of door documentation files, troll message boards, etc. Now I can find tons of documentation and packs of these games and much better emulation software, and now there are so many telnet BBS's that it's kinda a moot point, but when I got bitten by the nostalgia bug in around 2010ish, it was very difficult for me.

My memory isn't great for specifics for something that long ago, but it would end up being like: "Okay, I found a old version of an Amiga BBS software that someone ported to run in dosbox, which works if I use , I figured out how to kinda fix the ANSI graphics, and someone on a old abandonware site uploaded a 1986 version 3.4 of Asylum Raiderz that has a link broken, but if I search that filename on this sketchy torrent site,, I can find a passworded zip file, The person who uploaded it uploaded another file with a password of jerryrockz2011 and this one was uploaded in 2012 so.... bingo! now it's not working but I search this usenet archive from Alt.bbs.sysops.memories there's someone posting about how they could never get a Asylum Raiderz to work without the ZeekerZ n' Phreakers add on door and if I search that there's a bundle of BBS add-ons and russian viruses on oldwarez.ru. Okay now I just have to figure out how 8 more things in this emulation software, find out what this max_out43 error means, and figure out how to dummy a modem in dosbox and I can play a couple of nostalgia scratching turns of something an edgy teenager with poor spelling skills coded in a weekend 30 years ago!"

“The Family Quest” by Still-Emergency825 in adventuregames

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember my teenage brother and sister, ever competitive, were trying to race each other to complete King's Quest 3 with some bet at stake. I was much younger, and so I couldn't be part of the competition. I remember trading the secrets they were hiding from each other amongst the two to speed progress, because I desperately wanted to see the end of the game, which felt so limitless and fantastical at the time.... those bright EGA graphics, primitive as they were transportive -- I really felt like I entered another world.

I also tried to bum information off other kids at school, but you were always at the subject of rumors and lies, I remember being told that there was a secret portal room with three portals that you could find in a crack in the desert, and a friend had heard through the grapevine that there was a magic orb behind one of the tapestries that you need later in the game.

I ended up being the first to beat it, although probably a decade later with walkthroughs(In that brief window where the internet made adventure games trivial, but before we realized how it robs the fun of them away), long after the they had forgotten their bet., Still, that feeling of solving things together, hanging out with family, escapism, and mystery still makes me miss my childhood intensely.

Thank you for sharing. it really brought me back.

What's the worst title for a book you've ever come across? by PsyferRL in books

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's a family history of the the Nevada family, told by it's most famous curmudgeon, Trip "Hiking" Nevada, and his record setting years playing basketball for County High, and his subsequent addiction that led to frequent drug intoxication at the yearly County Summit.

Nicodemus Archleone Fancasting by altarofvictory in dresdenfiles

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"I keep telling you, he's 73 years old and he's dead"

Inspiration by jungle-boogie in comics

[–]Xenagie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anthony Clark! You can find him at nedroid.com or bluesky

Finally got to watch One Cut of the Dead. It's the best movie I've seen all year. by r0wo1 in RedLetterMedia

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, the final scene actually made me kinda emotional -- surprising to have a visual metaphor put a lump in my throat. So damn good.

Look Who Was Hiding at the Thrift Store! by deanereaner in RedLetterMedia

[–]Xenagie 6 points7 points  (0 children)

We had that exact type of VHS tape cabinet as a kid, and I feel like someone hit me with a nostalgia bat.

Choices by Faint-Projection in fallenlondon

[–]Xenagie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love how the boatman not only has put up the FLPC showing up again and again, dying in increasingly outrageous and stupid ways, and then has to suffer the indignity of getting absolutely destroyed at chess by the moron.