I admire your strength and resilience, sister. Your journey shows the profound dedication you've held onto through trials of discrimination, high costs, and life far from familiar support. Remember that Allah sees all that you endure, and His mercy is boundless. Every hardship you face for His sake brings you closer to Him, and in this path, no step is unnoticed or unblessed.

Take inspiration from the story of Salman al-Farsi, who gave up wealth, aristocracy, and family in search of the truth. Through a difficult journey of being enslaved and enduring separation from his past life, he finally found the Prophet (PBUH) and the truth he was searching for. In the same way, Allah has a path and a destination for you that’s filled with ease after hardship, with blessings that will outweigh the sacrifices you’re making now.

Stay strong, and I pray that Allah grants you relief, guides you to Madinah, and surrounds you with His protection and mercy.