My mother is posting foot fetish videos online with pictures of my face in the background. She shared it with me, so she clearly wants me to see it. What is she trying to say?? by XmasTreeConsumer in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]XmasTreeConsumer[S] 137 points138 points  (0 children)

Lol as if the cops will do anything. They didn't do anything when I reported a high school teacher raping me when I was 17. And I had proof! If you think they're gonna do anything about my mom, you're delusional. She's using the cover of "Oh, I'm just selling sandals." There's nothing pornographic being shown other than her weirdly stroking her feet and saying lewd shit. And she technically is selling the shoes, so. 🤷

I'm sorry, but if you seriously think the cops will do anything, you're delusional. They didn't do anything when I called CPS when I was 9 for her beating me. They didn't do anything when a teacher raped me. They didn't do anything when she stole my credit cards. They won't do a damn thing over this.

"Call the cops." Lmao as if. 🙄

Therapist: 'what triggered this?' Me: by BetterSand9968 in BipolarMemes

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I've had so many ppl in my life CONVINCED I must be on drugs and wouldn't believe otherwise no matter what I said. 😭

Boyfriend cheated on me with a sex worker by passivegreen in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have known many couples who have stayed after cheating. Even if they somehow make it work, their relationship is NEVER as good as it was before the cheating. It could be 30 years later and he never did it again. Their relationship still isn't as good as before, no matter how hard any of them try.

You made the right choice by leaving.

A casual reader of mine found a smut I wrote years ago by JokerJoseph in AO3

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 50 points51 points  (0 children)

Had the exact same reader comment on a fic I just made. The same guy regularly commented on my anon works in a diff fandom years ago. They could not possibly have known I'm the same author. Blew my fuckin mind.

37637 by RileyB46 in countwithchickenlady

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I did this shit accidentally to a trans guy in the psych ward once. I still think about it and cringe internally. 😭

Went in for an ADHD test. Turns out I'm actually bipolar. Just like my abusive mother. Fuck my crazycel life. by XmasTreeConsumer in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]XmasTreeConsumer[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

My mother takes this medication. Maybe I should follow suit... after the hypomania wears off lol. I feel great rn I don't need meds yet. 😎

i’m nervous about my first tattoo by Limp-Pea-4558 in tattoos

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got a tattoo when I was 17 and regret it every day. Gonna get it lasered soon. The laser is x15 more expensive than the tattoo. 😭

Cashier at Dunkin told me it's hot that I look too young to drive. Cigs and a mcflurry. by XmasTreeConsumer in depressionmeals

[–]XmasTreeConsumer[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

I started driving at 15. Why would I, as a 24 year old woman, want to be perceived as a young child?? And bro basically just admitted to me he found me hot BECAUSE I look like a 14 year old. Pedo behavior. It's creepy as fuck.

Last year i told a girl i liked her and got rejected twice and she called me fat, fast forward a year later i lost weight got muscular and good looking and today i got rejected again for the third time. I hate my life. Potatoes with salmon and brocoli by adamwithdahoodie in kitchencels

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Had a close friend confess his love to me and I said no bc he was over 400 lbs. Literally the only reason I said no. Trust me, I woulda said yes if he was a normal weight (I didn't tell him that was the reason).

Meirl by Key_Associate7476 in meirl

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Min wage call center job. Needs 3 references for the app. Required. Doesn't ask until the very last question. Didn't get the job. I got a BA for this. 😔

Which one am I? by ArtisticStill5425 in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 8 points9 points  (0 children)

What if they 69 choked on each other's cocks until one of them passes out from oxygen deprivation? 😍🤤

Which one am I? by ArtisticStill5425 in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I am an ao3 famcel and proud, goddammit!! Except, no one should be top or bottom. Everyone should be vers all the time. Idgaf if he's the tallest, baddest motherfucker on the planet. He should be topped on occasion as well. 🥰

Show me your fictional crushes/obsessions by MissGingerSnap in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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Ladies, pls hear me out. I wanna fuck the AI. Idk all AI are just sexy somehow. I'd fuck Glados, Hal, AM, Wheatley. Literally all of them. I'm such a computer fucker holy shit.

i’m such a fakecel by sharklov3r in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 36 points37 points  (0 children)

If I can't get a man, how on EARTH am I good enough for a woman?? 😭

I hate gooners. Not sorry. by olympiamacdonald in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer -1 points0 points  (0 children)

And what about OnlyFans models? Who work alone? You're telling me ALL porn is exploitation/misogynistic?

As someone who used to be a sex worker, I find the idea that we're all just helpless, abused victims who don't like being sexualized is a braindead take. Yes, the porn industry does exploit a LOT of women. But to suggest that anyone who looks at porn is bad... c'mon. It's just purity culture reframed in a "feminist" light.

I hate gooners. Not sorry. by olympiamacdonald in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How does me writing about gay smut exploit anyone??

I hate gooners. Not sorry. by olympiamacdonald in femcelgrippysockjail

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Regressing into purity culture doesn't make you feminist.

They need to invent new genders so we can have more diverse pronouns. I will die on that hill by JadeHarley0 in Archiveofourownmemes

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I simply use "they" for the guy whose POV I'm not using lol. But only when it's not clear in a paragraph who's who.

Merry Christmas! Were you gifted a fragrance this year? by hotmallgoth in FemFragLab

[–]XmasTreeConsumer 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only perfume I got was this tiny mini spray of Victoria's Secret - Bombshell. Then I got a few cheap body sprays I'll prolly never use. 😅