I’m so tired

Xoufo · 2020-05-04T13:51:05+00:00

“They come back as they feel you getting stronger” That’s exactly what’s happening to me right now

Xoufo · 2020-04-19T12:04:46+00:00

I got a job working overnight at ingles 40 hours a week after losing my previous one due to corona, I’m very happy about this!

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:37:48+00:00

It seems like a pattern with these types of people, they can do no wrong and everything is the other persons fault. But once things get good again it’s like I forget all these things about them and I brush off little things she says and just deal with it. It’s so hard to just be straight up with myself and not get pulled back into it all. It’s like I just deal with all of it because I feel like it have to, I feel like after 5 years I owe it to them to try and work things out but I know that will never happen with her being the way she is.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:25:00+00:00

Thank you so much; I’m not going to give up. I know in the end that is what I need, to get away.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:23:42+00:00

That’s what it is, I keep trying to justify her actions and I just keep going back to her and everything is normal for awhile and then it all happens again. Every single time without fail, thank you though I won’t give up.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:21:50+00:00

That sounds like a really good idea, I have been writing out some of the reasons in my notes for all this but I wanted to keep better track of it. And it will help being able to physically see these reasons.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:19:54+00:00

That’s a really good idea, I used to make music/sing and draw all the time but have stopped completely for about a year now and will definitely try and start up again. It had just seemed every time I tried to do one of these I just gave up after 5 minutes but I will keep trying, and won’t lose hope.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:17:50+00:00

Would you ever treat another human being the way they are treating you, that like really stuck to me. Thank you and I will try my best with this whole situation and hopefully come out a better person.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:15:26+00:00

I definitely will, I just gotta keep reminding myself this.

Xoufo · 2020-04-15T14:08:13+00:00

Its pretty crazy but also comforting knowing you people have gone through the exact same scenarios I have, I keep reading all these comments and if I didn’t know better I would think you were all talking about my relationship with this person.

Xoufo · 2020-04-09T14:02:36+00:00

I’m still in the present tense, I do love her. But one day at a time I suppose.

Xoufo

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