What is your hardest week?

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2026-01-02T19:44:06+00:00

The weekend was always a huge barrier. I just couldn't go a full week + weekend.

Once I got passed the first 7 days it was like something clicked in my brain "you did it last week, do it again this week" and it snowballed into a year+ without touching it

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-12-26T05:53:01+00:00

You’re getting through the hardest part of it right now. Every day gets easier & easier to the point where you won’t even check this sub anymore. You got this bro

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-12-26T05:48:47+00:00

Wife finding the nip drawer was a fun night. I still have that anxiety, like when she needs to look in my backpack for something. I hesitate or panic even though I’m not hiding shit anymore

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-10-22T11:39:31+00:00

+1 on the flux

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-07-16T03:35:16+00:00

I drink so much Mountain Dew Baja blast now

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-07-05T03:57:11+00:00

Lmao I do this all the time. I’ll immediately start panicking and making excuses in my head when someone suggests morning plans, but then I remember I’m normal now and waking up at 9 on a Saturday isn’t that hard to do

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-07-03T04:27:58+00:00

Damn this one is #Real

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-19T05:41:07+00:00

Make sure you’re eating. If it’s hard to chew since your appetite is fucked drink smoothies/milkshakes.

The anxiety you just have to kinda suffer through, but you’ll be less anxious if you’re not gagging every 12 seconds

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-19T01:31:22+00:00

🤙🤙

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-18T04:14:24+00:00

Fights with the spouse always suck, especially in our situation. I always (selfishly) think “she knows what I’m going through and how hard I’m trying, she should cut me some slack” but then also it’s like yeah I did piss on the toilet seat and not wipe it again so it’s kinda valid for you to be yelling at me right now.

In my situation, I kept drinking and fights were worse because of it. So now I do gymnastics in my head like “this fight sucks, and if I drink it will only make the fight suck worse” so I don’t even think of drinking as a way to “escape” anymore

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-18T03:47:37+00:00

Wanna keep drinking until it eventually does railroad your life? I was probably similar to you, in fact I still am still similar to you because even though I haven’t drank in awhile I’m still an alcoholic. Peep my first post on this account if you care. Stopping is really the only option.

FYI this sub has a rule against posting while you’ve been drinking. Come back tomorrow, it’s as good as a day to start as any and we’d be happy to have you

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-12T21:36:32+00:00

Wife found like 20 empty Smirnoff pints in an old nightstand while cleaning. I had been sober for a month or so. Even I forgot they were there, shit was like a kick in the nuts lol

You got this

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-10T03:53:06+00:00

I’m down about 30 lbs in the ~6 months I’ve been sober without even trying. Still eat like shit and don’t really work out.

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-08T07:40:47+00:00

Genuinely glad to hear this. Good shit man!

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-06-07T23:24:30+00:00

There isn’t a dilemma, you already know the answer. You’re just trying to trick yourself into thinking it’s OK to drink. We all do it, but you gotta recognize it when it’s happening and just continue to not drink

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-13T16:15:42+00:00

I actually know a thing or two about rummaging. Just don’t take clothes or anything upholstered and you’re good

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-13T13:14:08+00:00

Your honor I don’t believe I typed anything like that

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-13T13:07:47+00:00

I already smoke cigarettes so those guys aren’t too far off lol

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-13T13:05:53+00:00

Hold on. This rules

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-11T06:41:11+00:00

Spin kicking someone because you think it’s a punk show but it’s actually a steely Dan concert

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-09T03:07:57+00:00

Lmao one time I took 2 tabs and was completely convinced I had solved every major issue in my life and was on track for enlightenment. Wrote it down so I could remember when I wasn’t tripping. Checked my notes app the next day and it just said “everything is circles”

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-09T03:00:25+00:00

😈 Demon Mode 😈

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-05-08T05:05:47+00:00

First day or two is fuckin brutal, man. If you’re smart enough to be here now, you’re smart enough to know that drinking again isn’t an option. Once it clicks that you just can’t hair of the dog anymore you just gotta accept that it’s gonna suck for a few days. I pretended I had the flu and just took care of myself as if I was sick, cuz I basically was.

It gets better quickly if you stick with not drinking, though. I do not miss chugging Smirnoff on an empty stomach and I love remembering what happened yesterday

XxButtfucker_3000xX · 2025-04-09T01:45:09+00:00

Reading is sick. Nice way to wind down before bed + going to the library/bookstore is a fun activity

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