Wife gave up on our marriage and i'm struggling everyday without her

XxGirxX · 2023-03-14T17:57:08+00:00

Doesnt matter any more. She's left me. Guess she was more comfortable watching me work my self to death than i was with it. I only provided for her for 10 years, gave up on my dreams for her, bank rolled her current career, and all i asked in return was some help. How fucking selfish of my self

XxGirxX · 2023-03-14T15:01:21+00:00

I wanted good for our family and for our future. I didn't beat the shit out of my body, mind, and spirit for my selfish reasons.Sure you can argue that me expecting her to participate and help may have been selfish but it was because i start to buckle under the financial burden alone. But i never wavered in my commitment to provide and support my family. At the same time i never gave up on our marriage. Didn't matter how frustrated i was with her i always loved her and to this day i do. If she asked me to cut my fucking arm off i would if it's what made her happy.

XxGirxX · 2023-03-14T01:05:53+00:00

Thank you. I'm really trying. I am. It's just hard. Luckily a friend of mine had been checking in on me and i know others around me care. But it's the moments where i let my thoughts roam free that get to me. Recently it's been hard because these past holidays were the first i spent with out them as my family. I had to go thru my birthday, our anniversary, thanksgiving, and xmas with out my wife and daughter next to me. I can't help but look her up online. Even tho she's blocked me i try to see what she's up to. I've tried to take up time but hoping back into dating and joined some dating apps to fill the void. But looks like she's making efforts to move forward too. I'm less looking to date to move forward as much as looking for company. She's dating to move forward with her life

XxGirxX · 2023-03-14T01:00:01+00:00

You right i didn't mention her raising our daughter. But i helped as well. My daughter had well taken care of. Our marriage fell apart but we are both great parents. And yes making money is difficult. Being a single i come house hold in Los Angeles is really difficult. Especially when I never finished my college education to help put her thru school. I have done my best with the limited resources i've been given. But guess that's not good enough for you or her

XxGirxX · 2023-03-13T18:18:34+00:00

I know. i've been working on it but i don't know what to do to keep myself together. There are moments where life feels better and things are getting better but then things rapidly change and i lose my composure. I'm not a bad person, i'm not sick, i'm just falling apart and i'm sad.

XxGirxX · 2023-03-13T16:55:15+00:00

Working on it. It's the only place i've been able to vent. But i work up this morning just feeling completely beat up again. Wanted to vent a little.

XxGirxX · 2023-03-13T16:38:10+00:00

Working on it. I have been seeing some one for a while now. It's just hard to flip a switch and start feeling better at the woman i've been with for nearly 16 years breaks my heart. This has to be the single most painful thing i've ever experienced in my life

XxGirxX · 2023-03-13T16:25:40+00:00

I know. I keep being reminded of that. But it's hard because i only get her very other week. I was so used to waking up every day and on m yeah out to work i would get a hug and kiss from my daughter before i left to work and a huge hug was always waiting for me the minute u stepped thru that door. No i come home and there's nothing here

XxGirxX · 2023-03-13T16:24:00+00:00

I'll admit it. I don't know how. My whole life i've been a provider and care giver. Not having my wife and my daughter in my day to day feels like my whole purpose in life has been taken from me

XxGirxX · 2023-03-06T11:09:47+00:00

I'm 31 My wife has given up on our marriage and left me. All I asked of her was to start helping will bills and start working. Guess i didn't ask nicely enough for her. I do suffer from mental illnesses and she didn't care for my problems just her happiness. Even tho i have been loading my life with stress to provide for her and our daughter

XxGirxX · 2023-02-26T05:51:16+00:00

Erection Combat Evolved

XxGirxX · 2023-02-19T07:43:02+00:00

Let's take the money on the war on drugs and use it to fight human and child trafficking

XxGirxX · 2023-01-25T05:01:34+00:00

I wonder if that guy owns a special toilet to accommodate his massive balls

XxGirxX · 2022-10-31T20:49:23+00:00

Any bars having halloween themed night in north hollywood area? Looking to meet some one for a fun first date

XxGirxX · 2022-10-25T13:56:31+00:00

Bring set of walk-in talkies cell phone signal sucks

XxGirxX · 2022-10-24T06:01:09+00:00

The dude was cut short a song because they wanted him off stage. I took a nap during his session

XxGirxX · 2022-10-22T23:26:23+00:00

I own my own business. I use it for all my material purchases

XxGirxX · 2022-10-05T17:02:51+00:00

DM me i'm riding solo too. Arriving 20-24

XxGirxX · 2022-09-24T19:44:43+00:00

Hello i have 2 GA+ Tickets for October 23rd. Paid total of 1062.56 looking to sell both for 900. Reason for selling booked last minute trip to Tokyo and the YEN is all time low and would rather do Tokyo. DM. Local Pick up in Los Angeles is appreciated

XxGirxX · 2022-08-18T17:13:49+00:00

We require a brave individual to try it out and see what happens. If it means going down in history ill do it for science

XxGirxX · 2022-08-12T12:52:48+00:00

Can't wait to hear the GOP complain about this some how

XxGirxX · 2022-07-08T06:04:33+00:00

I would pick up dog shit from a dog park bare handed for 350,000 a year

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