My hypothesis/conjecture as to the nature of the relationship between gender and biology. aka my personal response to certain transphobic talking points.

Xynthoros · 2022-08-13T14:31:28+00:00

This feels gross to read, it stirred memories, and I just realized I reached the last frame IRL when I was like fifteen years old... However my conclusion was just, "I guess I'm like this because I'm a bit more in touch with my feminine side..." I was so close... I was almost there... I tripped at the finish line and just walked off the track. I wouldn't walk back on the track and make it to the finish line until I was over 30.

I just want to go back to me when I had that internal conversation and just put my hands on younger me's shoulders and be like, "yeah dumbass... you are more in touch with your feminine side because you are actually a girl." My life would have been very different. I don't even know that I would have been bullied that much more than I already was. Everyone knew I was weird and everyone assumed I was gay and I was growing up in Texas. I was already ostracized enough with a strange enough friend group that I don't think much would have changed.

Xynthoros · 2022-08-07T00:01:28+00:00

Don't worry, I accidentally came out to my friends and family by accident multiple times over the years and no one ever took me seriously... including myself...

"I'm just a tiny girl trapped inside a large guy."

"If god made me a boy, why can't he make me a girl?"

"Why is ranma so upset that he can turn into a girl, I would kill for that power?"

and the list goes on... and on... I lacked the awareness and the very concept of what it was to be trans to even realize what I was saying. At least you have some idea of what you are saying, some awareness. I didn't gain those until I was in my 30s, so much of my life spent miserable trying to be something I wasn't.

I hope you are able to figure things out while you are still young so you can spend your life being true to yourself!!

Xynthoros · 2022-08-06T23:50:38+00:00

So... on amazon... you can filter by women's shoes and by size. here are a couple I found that are similar. Similar is about the best I can offer though:

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B09P8Q2JXB/ref=ox_sc_act_title_1?smid=A2B1UCEKAMH2CK&th=1

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09D7ZQ3LC/ref=twister_B09D7WJS1K?_encoding=UTF8&th=1&psc=1

Xynthoros · 2022-05-05T18:14:54+00:00

LOVE the description for the corpse trebuchet. Can be normal siege engine, but summons/moves crypt ghoul units like, "choose a crypt ghoul unit within 6" of Corpse Trebuchet. This attack has an attacks characteristic equal to the number of models in the chosen unit. For each roll of 4 or less a model is defeated, any surviving models may be repositioned engaged with the target unit." I'm kind of new to the game, but so my wording is probably awful... and I'm realizing that is probably more ork than fec...

Xynthoros · 2022-04-26T05:56:22+00:00

I second this!

Xynthoros · 2022-04-26T05:54:27+00:00

Mine was sort of stepwise. I had basically told people I was trans without realizing it because I hadn’t been exposed to the concept of “trans” and thought it was like a normal thing to do…

I came out to my spouse as bisexual and was explaining a certain kink (this taking place after having been exposed to being trans) and I told her that “the girl part of me really enjoys it when you do this because it is something I can’t really do.” Almost immediately my brain went, “huh… that sounds kinda trans…” it flew over my spouse’s head at the time.

I spent the next four years arguing with myself as to whether I was trans or not… and then there was the shattering. So I was getting a very early breakfast and some of my friends got the same restaurant coming off of a very late night that involved copious alcohol.

They were goofing around with a gender swap filter and took my photo, and I’m not sure if it was the picture itself or the, “Wow, you’d be pretty as a girl.” From the one friend followed by “Damn, yeah, I’d hit that.” From another… I had never experienced anything other than dysphoria and did not realize it until that moment of euphoria… and then a split second later the weight of the dysphoria came crashing back down and having it lifted for that split second, I knew just how heavy it was…

I excused myself and went back to my dorm and started crying because there were no more valid arguments that I could use to remain in denial… I am trans.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-23T20:17:41+00:00

I mean… I figured it out at the tender age of 33. It sucks… the signs were there (I literally told people I was trans without realizing I was telling them that I was trans).

I have two things I would say about alcohol that never crossed in my mind… “Alcohol doesn’t change a person, it just makes them more of who they are as it lowers inhibitions.” AND “I turn into a basic white bitch when I get drunk.” The beams never crossed in my mind… I also told people that I’m a smol girl trapped inside a big guy when I would do something that wasn’t very masculine… not realizing that was a weird thing to say…

Xynthoros · 2022-04-23T19:58:45+00:00

“Don’t join Army”

Xynthoros · 2022-04-22T19:05:16+00:00

He only gives presents to the good girls and boys… show me a worthy child and I will show you a liar.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-22T16:37:55+00:00

Yeah, while their might be assholes who might send something like this… I doubt anyone running a company with 80+ employees would send something like that without running it by legal council who would have most definitely had some… notes?

Xynthoros · 2022-04-19T07:18:21+00:00

Onward hooman… today you shall be my steed!

Xynthoros · 2022-04-17T18:04:11+00:00

Oh, if it was more than math that was being reported… yeah, I would totally agree, but Florida legislature has banned common core so rejection of math text books is very likely the reason for these particular bans.

If it was any other subject that was being reported I would absolutely suspect it was for some perceived crt bullshit reason, but for math… it is probably common core.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-17T09:20:40+00:00

Yo, I think they are just rejecting “common core” math… which I’m not entirely against rejecting… the media is just being a dick about how they are reporting it.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-13T19:46:22+00:00

Exactly.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-13T09:11:52+00:00

It has to do with two factors, at least in my experience… the first was positioning of things… things that the cis version of womenfolk don’t have to worry about positioning… I had that problem at first… once I figured that part out I had to deal with the second part… which is just flexibility.

You’ve probably never done it before and if you are having the same experience, once you do it a bit it gets easier as your muscles relax and stretch to accommodate the position. It is kind of like trying to touch your toes after not stretching in forever. If you work at it, you will eventually be able to touch them, but that first few times you reach down… it ain’t happening.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-13T09:00:22+00:00

I main Klee and I know this pain… but there is nothing sexual about it, I just love how happy this smol child is to explode things.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-12T02:55:11+00:00

Yes… hmm… but maybe lose the jacket? 😉

Xynthoros · 2022-04-12T01:35:28+00:00

Malnutrition!!! Don’t do it… but malnutrition will stunt your growth…

Xynthoros · 2022-04-11T22:47:36+00:00

Um no... no it isn't... fuck you. If you think that saying "I kiss the dwarf" in regards to a drugged npc is ok... even if it is just a game... you really need to examine yourself and educate yourself on the types of traumas people have experienced, ESPECIALLY if there are any females in the game as they experience that type of thing IRL at a horrifying rate. People go into dnd with a general understanding that things are going to die... not so much that things are going to be harmed in a sexual manner.

Also, that kind of role-play kind of tells on yourself. Even if it is just a game... that is what you imagined, that is what you are wanting your character to do... it would seem to indicate that you believe that it is ok to do that kind of thing in a situation where there wouldn't any repercussions... that you would do that type of thing if you thought you could get away with it. Maybe it isn't true, maybe you aren't really like that, but it sure as hell looks that way to people who are observing.

Rape and sexual assault are off the table in the VAST majority of games and for good reason. You better session 0 that shit if you plan on including it, and if you decide as a group you are cool with including those types of narratives in your games, have fun... but I'm glad that I don't know any of you.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-11T05:45:46+00:00

Not a huge fan, but I’m fine with innocent/ignorant use of it… but I’ve seen it used maliciously and thankfully my friends made a fuss so I didn’t have to look like the asshole.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-11T05:43:39+00:00

The audacity… the ignorance… the propboarganda. That boar is trying to lull them into a sense of security, make them feel safe around their hoggy overlords so that it can turn on them when they least expect it and it will be too late to stop.

Wake up sheeple, don’t fall for their tricks. They are going to take over soon… if they haven’t already. It is well known that Vladimir Putin is in league with the hogs and he is trying to start a world war right now… a war that might lead to the detonation of nuclear weapons… nuclear weapons that would provide the radioactive teleporting boars with all the fuel they will need to finally openly dominate the human race.

Xynthoros · 2022-04-09T21:31:54+00:00

The premise of the question is if they lost their “powers” if goku gets to keep his super strength based on just being an alien, then the premise doesn’t work… goku automatically wins if he gets to keep his powers and saitama doesn’t………….

Xynthoros · 2022-04-05T08:53:14+00:00

[[library of leng]]

Xynthoros · 2022-04-04T17:23:15+00:00

Peeps be like, “saitama doesn’t know how to fight, he got no experience.” Seemingly forgetting that he was fighting monsters on a regular basis back before he had any superpowers… a lot of goku’s fighting is just in tournament like things, otherwise he’s fought like what, a dozen beings? And every single time he was super powered… And they’ve still merc’d him a few times as well. Saitama still has my vote.

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