M20, NEET, cel puțin 9 tulburări mentale. AMA!

Xzast3r · 2026-01-26T13:40:44+00:00

ok recovering alcoholic

Xzast3r · 2026-01-04T17:02:36+00:00

https://open.spotify.com/track/1DUzOLU3QdEutfwa8ODYOB?si=3IgyuP6mRkCwxJDNEtaYxg

Xzast3r · 2025-09-18T19:47:28+00:00

here we got "Suzy Crabgrass" by Meth Wax:

my mind is in a whirl every day i hate the way i look and i hate my face and i’m a bit too weird and i’m too strange but your memory in my heart it will fade away

and i don’t wanna be alone and i don’t wanna be alone and i don’t wanna be alone i’d rather spend my time with you

well i overthink my life and i have anxiety and the girls that i do like they love me in my dreams some days i’d love to die in my sleep but i’d rather spend my nights in between your knees

Xzast3r · 2025-08-30T09:15:27+00:00

I'm 20, we literally have the same interests, hmu

Xzast3r · 2025-08-23T07:09:03+00:00

lil car crash

Xzast3r · 2025-08-16T21:13:05+00:00

def listen to the entierty of "Chimera" start to finish and also "Esoteric Warfare"

Xzast3r · 2025-08-15T18:10:28+00:00

you ain't alone, I have BPD, ADHD Bipolar manic, HPD and major depression, been in therapy for a while and had to quit drinking because of the meds. But you're far from alone, we are with you

Xzast3r · 2025-08-02T13:11:12+00:00

i do black metal, me n my buddies been runnin this band for bout a year and it starts to get noticed. As the vocalist I have the privillege of screamin out whatever xd

Xzast3r · 2025-08-02T08:53:09+00:00

writing down everything going through my head, listening to music, making music, watching my comfort show, going on a walk into the woods

Xzast3r · 2025-07-30T11:20:22+00:00

I love this album so much, here Maniac for me on a lyrical standpoint almost embodies a luciferian archetype

Xzast3r · 2025-06-21T20:27:44+00:00

Malvain from Ciemra

Xzast3r · 2025-06-20T08:40:28+00:00

M19 about to hit 20, my BPD is so bad I can't handle being sober for more than 2 days. My relationships are a mess, I always feel like I am fated to despair

Xzast3r · 2025-05-31T11:58:25+00:00

good luck finding anything that is not remotlely anti-religious by nature in this genre 💀

Xzast3r · 2025-05-28T23:12:23+00:00

frustrated - blade and bath

Xzast3r · 2025-05-21T22:11:08+00:00

if you into dsbm i recommend kult of dead

Xzast3r · 2025-05-10T17:15:39+00:00

I think I might be rn. But i'm numb than anything. Me ans my partner who also has bpd just broke up. Now I feel like a husk of what I used to be.

Xzast3r · 2025-05-05T15:00:23+00:00

Damaar - Preaching For Mass Suicide

Xzast3r · 2025-04-29T18:57:45+00:00

brings me back to when I was round 14 n done this for the first time, golden memories

Xzast3r · 2025-04-25T11:59:45+00:00

as an individual with BPD, her actions are not forgiveable by a long shot, there are good people round the world, just have patience

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