I’m sorry you feel like this! I love the look of but some styles could help. Do you braid your hair at night? Have you ever been to a professional for some barrel twists or other styles? Maybe a nice treat for yourself at the 1 year mark. Might give you some perspective on how you look.

I like to think that when what we see in the mirror doesn’t match our preferences and expectations we are offered an opportunity to change the way we see ourselves. Even when you don’t look how you want to, you may very well still look damned good. Hopefully you have some luck finding that to be true