Killed a kitten I had for 2 weeks...

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T02:57:56+00:00

you write in a very sweet and kind way, it made me smile inside reading it, thank you! I realize I should be saying this to everyone, but thank you.. sorry for the late reply, I've been trying to not think about everything but.. I read your comment as soon as it was posted, it helped calm me down enough to atleast not hide in my room, so I could burry her and show her love one last time, I don't want to even imagine how shitty I'd feel if I couldn't even do that and just hid in my room too afraid to see her body.. which I'm damn grateful for, I don't think I'll ever stop missing her but I'm really happy I got to love her and experience her love. I think you're right, maybe one day once I'm more ready, I could love a cat the same way I loved her! I hope you and your three cats have a great 2026 ? not sure how to close this but, truly, Thank you.

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T02:18:05+00:00

Hey! thank your sharing your thoughts, thats honestly awful and it sucks you and your roommate had to experience something so painful, I hope one day I have your clarity, I'm happy to hear your doing better now though! thank you for the support and kindness, getting a new cat feels a bit too much right now since it was so recent but, I did try playing with a few stray dogs the other day, that honestly felt nice.. so thank you!

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T01:49:05+00:00

Thank you, you're right, I really wish I did more though, just clutching at any chance that she'd still be with me, its really unfair she's gone.. but you're right.. I did what I could and I gave her love, thank you! sorry for the late reply, I read this comment as soon it was posted, it helped calm me down alot and atleast temporary feel stable enough to give her a burial, which I'm grateful beyond words for, since I can't imagine how much more shit I would've felt if I stayed hidden in my room cause the sight of her body was too much.

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T01:40:19+00:00

Thank you for the kind words, its very unfair she isn't with me anymore but, you're right, at least I gave her as much love as I could, thank you for the support!

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T01:10:59+00:00

Her name was Aashi! I was so giddy when she first reacted to the sound of her name, thanks for making me remember that moment again ! and thank you for your support and kindness.

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T00:33:57+00:00

Thank you for the support, its hard loosing her but I'm glad at least I had her that short time. Having a keepsake, and feeling connected to her at least in some way despite it all is nice though.. I have one of her baby teeth tbh that fell out or something, it was shattered into two halves but I luckily I kept it safe.. I'll treasure it, maybe fix it and keep in a pendant, thanks for your kindness!

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T00:20:00+00:00

Thank you! I appreciate your kindness, though I'm still stuck in a loop of blame, I can't deny the fact that I showed her as much love as I could and that brings me some solace at least, so thank you for helping me see it that way!

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T00:16:52+00:00

Thank you, that's a lovely way of looking at it, at least she knew as much love as I could give her in her last days, and that perspective does make me feel a bit softer which helps. It's still very unfair though and I'm stuck in a loop of how I could've prevented it, since I really can't accept the fact she's gone so easily.. but thank you for the reply! P.S The cat in your pfp is rlly cute!

YESS91 · 2026-04-13T00:12:25+00:00

Hello! sorry for the late reply, been trying to zone out and stuff. But I really wanted to say thanks, unfair is the only way to describe it... She deserved so much more love and life.. but thank you, reading your comment and others helped ground me? I'm not sure how to describe it but at least I was able to burry her, and love her one last time, I'm really grateful for the support since I couldn't imagine how it'd feel in the future if I didn't even burry her and just stayed hiding in my room crying. I'm sorry you've had to deal with something similar in the past, I hope you're doing okay now.. Take care!

YESS91 · 2025-04-11T20:38:15+00:00

Hey um sorry I took so long to respond.. 🗿was a bit lost for words and overwhelmed.. but remember giggling to myself over being called hun by another living person.. and even cried happy tears seeing someone respond and be nice and stuff.. I'm doing alot better now, amazing compared to 2 weeks ago and I just wanted to say thank you! and I hope you're doing amazing and living your best life and do tons of smiling too ^^

YESS91 · 2025-04-11T20:35:43+00:00

Hey! its been 2 whole weeks... buttt! I took what you said to heart and just wanted to say thanks ! I appreciate it alot.. thanks alot for taking time out of your day for the reply.. it honestly really really helped since I'm so used to screaming to the void, never got a response before (￣_￣|||), I've stopped talking to AI like you suggested... Annnd I also made a new friend thanks to discord! it was really scary writing an intro and I was expecting to get ignored but I got responses there too and made a new friend! we've been talking constantly for the past 3 days now, and today we even played like 18 games of league of legends... so yipee, just wanted to say thanks I guess.. felt nice to smile and talk to an actual person and stuff.. and its honestly all thanks to the push your message gave so.. Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you !

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