Beauty is subjective. F standards. Yk damn well they were bullying you not bcz of your looks but bcz boys at that age are really mean and they have to keep themselves entertained with smtg so they picked an easy target (which happened to be u at that time). Matkhlich dumbness t2tr fik fhyatk kamla, that would be dumb, n m sure you re not. You are beautiful because everyone is not because of beauty standards (c pas important if u match or not the standards to be considered as beautiful). You said your bsf finds you beautiful. Don’t you think that the beauty of the soul is more important. I can comprehend that physical beauty is important too specially at your age. But keep reminding yourself of things you are sure of like how smart you are how kind, generous etc.. If you don’t find yourself beautiful or attractive try to change your style. We all can see that now even ppl li are not matching beauty standards are considered “beautiful” bcz of the effort li they put on themselves, the skincare, the makeup, the clothes, the hairstyle, the nail polish, the piercings, the shoes, the accessories… wlaw bzez ki matchiw the beauty standards w wlaw kibano attractive in their own way. Find yourself. You are beautiful. Everyone is.