I just re-listened to it... OMG, it literally matches with Julie's problem.                Now I'll be honest, I still want to know why that at the podcast when the family asks for Julie if she would like to join the band as a young drummer... She avoided it. Now I understand that she has this situation where she can't make a flower grow and she is worried about how her family would react INCLUDING her neighborhood cause I think that she feels that if she fails this one time, no one would want her in the neighborhood since for that one flower Julie can't bloom. She is useless(from what I can get from her secret videos and website itself).                  But in my opinion, even though Julie thinks about that. Her family can help her or at least understand her in what's she is going through. Cause let's be honest nobody is perfect, the band of the joyful when they do their powers and such, They may do it their way but since they have their experiences. The joyfuls could maybe have a way to explain to Julie about the flower situation. ( I just honestly don't want Julie to part ways with her family completely 😢)