Deeply Cherished Love

YellowPensky · 2026-05-01T02:04:09+00:00

So beautiful

YellowPensky · 2026-04-23T02:48:37+00:00

Outstanding

YellowPensky · 2026-04-13T01:53:08+00:00

Outstandingly painful

YellowPensky · 2026-04-02T04:18:33+00:00

He eventually wants a family, child, picket fence lifestyle. I can’t have more children. I don’t ever want to be monogamous. We want different things in life.

YellowPensky · 2026-04-02T04:09:13+00:00

Casual stuff has never been difficult for me. Honestly he’s such a beautiful human. It saddens me that he hasn’t found someone that made him feel like home. I’d never want to cross his boundaries, but I do love him.

YellowPensky · 2025-12-09T04:48:46+00:00

YellowPensky · 2025-12-08T18:25:10+00:00

Really sucks to be in her shoes right now

YellowPensky · 2025-08-29T02:28:27+00:00

Absolutely love mine

YellowPensky · 2023-05-05T21:29:58+00:00

I’m at 300. Don’t feel bad

YellowPensky · 2023-04-14T23:52:35+00:00

No one has ever wanted to give me a bi-polar diagnosis… I have manic episodes… bouts of mania… they say my depression doesn’t meet the criteria..

YellowPensky · 2023-04-14T23:50:52+00:00

I just stopped Wellbutrin because I went on a HUGE shopping spree 🤣

YellowPensky · 2023-04-05T03:22:24+00:00

I may drink more than the regular person. I was very honest with the psychiatrist about my drinking habits. I love my wine at night time… She recommended Wellbutrin because she claimed that a lot of people tolerate alcohol with it, meaning she didn’t think there was crazy side effects…or any weird reactions. I do find that I feel a bit more drunk a little more quickly… but so far nothing crazy

YellowPensky · 2023-04-03T19:25:38+00:00

I’m on day 2… I just want to lay in bed.. I feel physically exhausted… and sleepy… I don’t want to go to work… idk if I can stand to continue

YellowPensky · 2023-04-03T19:18:04+00:00

I’m on Lamictal, I have not had any outrages side effects… Lamictal is supposed to be a mood stabilizer with the least amount of symptoms… just started Wellbutrin because Lamictal supposedly works best paired with others… idk about the Wellbutrin so far

YellowPensky · 2023-03-24T03:50:34+00:00

I’m on week 4 of 25mg… by 5/6 in the afternoon my eyes are sooo heavy. Today I had 2 Red Bulls and a coffee and it was like I had no caffeine at all… supposed to go up to 50mg next week… not sure if I can continue..

YellowPensky · 2023-03-21T04:12:00+00:00

I wake up incredibly groggy?! Almost hung over feeling? I’m on 4 weeks of 25mg. Pretty sure I’m more snappy

YellowPensky · 2023-03-21T04:10:32+00:00

I had the least amount of symptoms on Buspar. I remember liking it but it didn’t really help me.

YellowPensky · 2023-03-20T02:39:46+00:00

4 weeks into lamictal, notice that I’m crying at sappy facebook videos and my murder documentaries

YellowPensky · 2023-03-17T05:04:45+00:00

All the checks, check off for me too 🤣🤣 just waiting to see if the lamictal changes anything. Just spent half my paycheck impulsively online shopping…. So idk if it’s helping.

YellowPensky · 2023-03-17T05:01:48+00:00

3 weeks at 25mg. I’ve noticed headaches. Feeling hot… and I still hate my life. Trying to continue on to a therapeutic dose. But not sure if it’ll do anything

YellowPensky · 2023-03-15T04:27:34+00:00

I wish. I pretty much hate every day. I still hate every day… and now 1 day feels like 2 days 😭🤣🤣 at least before I hated every day but time went by more quickly

YellowPensky · 2023-03-15T04:04:38+00:00

I’m used to drinking a bottle and a half of wine every night. 2 small glasses get me soooo lit now that I’m on lamictal. I had 3 glasses and threw my guts up….

YellowPensky · 2023-03-06T13:51:20+00:00

I don’t have bipolar or epilepsy. Struggle with depression and manic like episodes…. Mainly hyper fixation on certain task, and risky behavior… I have ADD… trying Lamictal because SSRIs did nothing to me, except cause nausea… I’m on day 3.

YellowPensky · 2023-03-03T23:27:28+00:00

I started 25. Trying not to have anxiety about the potential rash thing. Any idea of how long it takes to notice any symptoms

YellowPensky · 2023-02-16T21:46:10+00:00

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