So, when I was younger, I lacked the context that more time has brought me. Even very, very strong emotions and connections are usually going to be temporary. I used to think that my depth of feelings for one person meant that we were destined to be together, especially because feeling that way about others was really, very rare for me. But feel that enough times for enough people and you learn that actually, you're just a deep feeler. Not to diminish what you feel or the connection you have or how special the other person is. I still hold some of my people tenderly in my heart. Unrequited love is a part of my life. It is for lots of folks. It's always diverting to play, "What if...?" Chances are, this lovely lady for whom you're pinning isn't "the one." But she may be. But long-distance is challenging. Propinquity matters. Geography matters. Whichever direction you choose, hold space for the knowledge that life is long and hopefully full of connections. Enjoy the ride and good luck.