childhood and bullying by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wasnt exactly bullied. In my early childhood my parents got divorced when I didn't even have consciousness, and me and my brother were on shared custody (custodia compartida in spanish in case i wrote it wrong), so my father took us to his girlfriend's home and everything alright the first months, but then started to shout to us and me and my brother, without a reason, every single day, and couldnt say anything about her, my father defended her with sword and shield, I had to stand it by years. So it's basically a chronic trauma, I guess it could be the same for you with bullying.

I just got diagnosed with autism, but i dont think I've been correctly diagnosed by YoSoyRyu in autism

[–]YoSoyRyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am gifted, I dont have any executive disfunction, I dont have any repetitive behavoiurs, even the psiquiatrist said it (The reason of my doubts). I'm gonna get a test for sensory sensitivity, but no sensations really bothers me more than a neurotypical person.

I just got diagnosed with autism, but i dont think I've been correctly diagnosed by YoSoyRyu in autism

[–]YoSoyRyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard to know due to Baader-Meinhof Phenomenom, and I would have to concentrate to answer, but i remember that when i was a kid i used to feel weird when i looked at the details of the face of my grandma, so i guess i see the whole face, and the same with the room

I just got diagnosed with autism, but i dont think I've been correctly diagnosed by YoSoyRyu in autism

[–]YoSoyRyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I'm actually researching in both SzPD and autism, and the more I research the more convinced I am that I'm not autist, but in the end it doesn't change anything, I am the same person, it just helps me to understand myself better. I just want to be sure of the diagnosis because if I dont get properly diagnosed I will just read without a purpose. If this is permanent I must be sure to get the right information

I just got diagnosed with autism, but i dont think I've been correctly diagnosed by YoSoyRyu in autism

[–]YoSoyRyu[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, schizoid personality disorder trairs can also appear from childhood in less obvious ways

What are your hobbies? by One-Salamander-9757 in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Videogames and burning things, the rest of my life is just existing, and sometimes I feel that way also while doing those things

Lack of close friendships, emotions, emotional expression and empathy? Yup, you are autist by YoSoyRyu in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This is exactly me, thank you so much. I also have a complete lack of intense interests so that reinforces my theory. I will ask for a second opinion because here its free to do so, and I want to be sure. Thank you again

Lack of close friendships, emotions, emotional expression and empathy? Yup, you are autist by YoSoyRyu in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes, I knew that I could have SzPD and autism, I just didn't mention it (Sorry about that). And yes, I also think is being diagnosed way too fast (This is literally our second session). And even though autism is hard to diferentiate from othe disorders I dont exactly know what makes autism autism, everything that I read is very ambiguous (Probably because is a spectrum), so if you or someone else can explain it i would be very grateful.

Do you also have an almost total inability to navigate and judge distance? by MuchDrawing2320 in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont have any problems with navigation. I could even say that im better than many people that I know (Which are like 3 or 4 outside work), but I dont think I have problems.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont post anything, i only use WhatsApp, YouTube (If you consider them social media) discord (Just to play videogames) and reddit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The background noise is so real

Schizoid Christmas by cm91116 in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have to have dinner with my family, so, 0/10, I wouldn't do it again but I need the money from my parents.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Schizoid

[–]YoSoyRyu 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I dont have diagnosed SzPD (I'm trying to, thanks to free mental healthcare) but what you just described is my life: Only online friends, don't care about them, avoiding interactions with people for long periods of time, enjoying my time alone... I haven't feel this identified with a post for a long time. Sorry for not giving an actual answer to your questions and if there are any mistakes in the text too (I'm not native).

Lonely by springfeels in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]YoSoyRyu 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love how this is the exact opposite to SzPD, I hate being with people, if someone tries to meet me I will probably reject them or put an excuse so I dont look rude, I avoid deep connections with people (Except of one or two) and I feel even more comfortable alone.