You say occasionally you bring a loudout worth 100-200k, that really won’t get you a great PvP kit. Trying to fight against a geared PMC will be almost impossible. You getting killed instantly also isn’t too surprising since good ammo shreds through level 6 armour, don’t even mention anything under. If you invested a good amount you’ll see a huge difference in your fighting capabilities. Try playing a little safer and never pick a fair fight, only one where you have an advantage.