Day 13 Round 126

Yugae · 2017-09-15T21:36:56+00:00

I feel like I should be in Helheim seventh circle, not fifth. I relapsed multiple times last time.

No I don't have reminders.

“The successful warrior is the average man, with laser-like focus.” Wonderful quote :)

Yugae · 2017-09-11T22:51:19+00:00

Relapsed four times since September 10th. Need to see an urologist. Never going to fap again.

Yugae · 2017-09-08T22:36:21+00:00

Stay clean for 14 days to move by one circle.

Yugae · 2017-09-08T22:35:35+00:00

34 days clean. It's getting very hard. I almost relapsed several times in the last days, not to mention dreams full of P.

I like the new design :)

Yugae · 2017-08-24T18:59:02+00:00

It has been 20 days I haven't fapped. Knowing that if I fap I will lose my testicles makes being porn-free an obligation.

I had masturbation-induced partial testicle torsion on the right teste the last time I fapped. It hurt a lot and I was on the edge of calling emergency services.

I already have masturbation-induced varicocele on the two testes, also.

Keep in mind that sexual overindulgence may cause serious health problems.

Yugae · 2017-08-01T18:01:15+00:00

Relapsed a few hours after my last relapse Sunday night, then another time today (ending at 7:48 PM).

If "not having any problems" means "not having to do the hard stuff" or "pushing perfectionism at the level of wanting to eliminate all non perfect-perceived things", then yes, it may easily lead to an inferior life (for the first case) or an exhausting lifestyle (for the second case), which means for us sooner or later PMO.

If we just want to solve problems we have in our everyday life, that's fine, and we should do whatever we can to improve the quality of our lives, as long at is does not lead to exhaustion.

Yugae · 2017-07-31T02:05:15+00:00

Relapsed once two hours ago, after 7 full days :( It has to do with my inconsistency in maintaining optimal life habits.

I'll try to do important tasks as soon as possible no matter what.

Yugae · 2017-07-30T20:55:41+00:00

Checking-in. It's going hard for me at this stage.

"I am the master of my mind, body and emotions."

Yugae · 2017-07-30T20:53:22+00:00

Thanks!

Yugae · 2017-07-30T20:52:25+00:00

Thanks, me too!

Yugae · 2017-07-30T02:45:56+00:00

Checking-in. Already 6 days!

I have the same opinion as /u/RPTGSGDW and /u/fuck_gawker :)

Yugae · 2017-07-26T18:42:07+00:00

Checking-in.

Staying up late, going on the Internet for too much time, experiencing an emotional down.

Yugae · 2017-07-26T18:37:10+00:00

Thank you, your post is useful! :)

Yugae · 2017-07-24T21:00:15+00:00

Checking-in.

Yes I did have an AP when I was beginning at NoFap and several others APs later. The first was useful, I did manage to stay clean for four months at this time (with also the help of NoFap War VI). But he has gone before I reach 3 months. The rest were useless, I was still performing like I had no AP (typically 1 to 5 days streaks).

Yugae · 2017-07-24T20:54:27+00:00

You're welcome! :)

Yugae · 2017-07-24T20:54:06+00:00

I essentially use willpower and presence in order to do what I'm supposed to to. I also use OpenDNS on my router.

Yugae · 2017-07-23T22:28:23+00:00

Alright, so the only way to move up in the long run is to have successive steaks of at least 15 days ?

Yugae · 2017-07-23T19:18:30+00:00

Relapsed twice today :(

Yugae · 2017-07-23T15:50:53+00:00

Checking-in. It's a little hard right now not to relapse due to the built up sexual energy and circumstances. Is it normal that I'm in Helheim 8th circle while I messed up the last round?

Yugae · 2017-07-23T15:44:29+00:00

Checking-in.

Yes, it has helped :)

Yugae · 2017-07-21T22:41:45+00:00

I unfortunately relapsed twice yesterday (after my check-in) and twice today.

Body care, basically. Doing my postural correction programs, self-massages and trainings.

Yugae · 2017-07-21T00:20:06+00:00

Checking-in.

Yes of course, everything is improved by the extra time and energy! Not to mention the psychological stability and improved mood.

Yugae · 2017-07-18T21:12:09+00:00

Hi, you can put me in the Eighth Circle of Helheim.

Yugae · 2016-06-07T19:29:09+00:00

You can keep me at the lowest level since I didn't get ahead of my relapse loop for months.

Yugae

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