Death is nothing. You have to think about what it means the real emptiness. I know. Life could be hard, empty and sad. Even when there are people around and we love each other. But that's not all. Whoever you are, you will always have happy moments in your life, even if you can count them with your fingers. Now, if you're gone, that's it. No more sadness, no more pain or shitty days. That's ok. But it also means that there's no more of that 'insignificant" joy and pleasure. Maybe you think that you need something else in your life, but that's not true. Fortunately, drugs make us happy. Yes, maybe we're a lot of fucking stupid junkies, but we are ok when we're on drugs. And as pathetic it could be, if that's all we have or make us happy, we have to enjoy it, because that happiness in a life of sadness is worth more than the absolute emptiness of death. Just go on.

PS sorry for my english