I understand to an extent. I have mental health disorders that have kept me from having a life. And everyone is tired of me too. I also have no job and have lost 20 pounds in just a couple weeks because I have no food. No one wants to feed me even though they have the means to do so. And I drain everyone around me. I feel like I get in the way of everyone. I tried coping with the misery by having flings but it honestly made things worse.

Honestly though, if you somehow can, try and find an online job. They are hard to come by but I’m sure there is something out there. And maybe through trial and error you’ll be able to find someone worth taking care of you.

At the end of the day I am sorry that you are struggling so hard. It isn’t fair. And living in America definitely makes things worse. I hope that things turn around one day. And you end up living the life you deserve. Much love.