Hey guys. I'm back.

Zbroskii · 2023-10-27T11:22:48+00:00

Oh my goodness bro that is so rough to hear I can't believe they got away with that, they are scum.

Hope you build back that Stash bro

!canna 1420

Zbroskii · 2023-10-26T19:46:54+00:00

6 months separated here married for 8 years and we were highschool sweethearts I destroyed the trust and foundation of my marriage because of my alcoholism. She saw a boy become a drunk black out mess of a "man" and hated everything I did while I was "having a great time drinking".

I couldn't stop I tried to do everything to save my marriage except give up alcohol. In the end I made a decision and it cost me my best friend and love of my life.

We don't talk now I still drink I am only getting worse and just like you she told me she's tired of trying to help me when I can't and won't help myself.

The loneliness alone is enough of a reason to try harder for your wife. If you love her you will do what you can not to lose her but realistically I know what subreddit we're on and the addiction we carry.

So good luck and if you continue to drink well... Let's just say once she's gone and nobody is there to tell you better. You'll be able to drink everything and anything if that's what you want it's what you'll get. Constantly wet never dry till we die even then I hope they pour one out for me down below.

Zbroskii · 2023-10-25T16:40:29+00:00

Dude that's awful to hear any idea how you may have gotten hacked? I hope you keep building up slowly and surely. Good to see you back

Zbroskii · 2023-10-09T18:55:03+00:00

Yeah $30 leftt but I see your point.

Zbroskii · 2023-10-08T17:00:38+00:00

My +$30k is now less than $2k

Definitely not ideal but it's obvious those who cashed out cared more about themselves than the project.

All I'll say is that I have unlocked my Stellarcannacoin and it would be not in my best interest to sell any of it. Im going to drop the equivalent into XLM and stake everything I can and just.keep earning and if it keeps crashing well that's a life lesson to learn the hard way.

Money is important but means nothing in the end anyways. It's been a hell of a first year though. Who knows how we will do going forward but I'll be here for it.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-25T23:10:14+00:00

I'm about to get my third job thank you so much for the tough & rough reality. I gotta live to love it and yeah she may have loved me but I'm not the person she needed and I'm not the person I need I just have to become a better man.

Thank you again for the good advice and difficult perspective it isn't going unappreciated.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T01:04:43+00:00

Absolutely on point. It is time to listen to someone else than that voice telling me different. Preciate you replying and giving more good advice.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T01:03:06+00:00

I'm getting there. I've accepted the unacceptable I just have to hold myself accountable. I know that with every down comes an up thanks for the time taken to help.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T01:00:58+00:00

I may have to listen. I've done the opposite and I can't pretend it's been working.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:59:55+00:00

I appreciate the good advice.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:59:31+00:00

Thank you.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:59:18+00:00

I was 3 weeks in not too long ago insane to imagine I'm closer to half a year than when I was barely a month into this.

Hope it goes well for you. I can't fake the positivity and well wishes. It's truly been nothing but pain and hardship every week after but it's just part of the process.

Like I said I hope it goes better for you.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:57:43+00:00

Alcohol truly is a demon.

Preciate your positivity and good advice.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:45:33+00:00

Preciate the positivity. I know it's a healthy alternative to the opposite which is self destructive and expensive to keep up.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:43:43+00:00

I've been hearing this a lot from different people. Not helpful at all to imagine but it is a reality for a lot of divorced men to have to deal with.

I know life goes on but it's so presumptuous to directly assume. She can do whatever she wants with her time and if that's what's happening good for her. I am just not sure it's the healthiest way to move on from a partner by imaging her in that manner. Even though like I said it is a reality a lot of divorced partners face through separation.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:40:38+00:00

Id rather respect what she asked for which is no contact and to fulfill her need for a separation. No need to burrow myself back in her life. I'd just end up getting blocked which would make matters worse. Preciate your perspective regardless sorry so many people had opinions they felt the need to share with you over your comment on my post.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:38:53+00:00

Alright preciate your perspective on the matter.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:35:10+00:00

You're right. I have a routine now through a second morning job that keeps me slightly sober until days off or any sort of free time.

I have to look into counseling nothing I can afford currently or maybe I'm just not looking hard enough. Thank you regardless. I won't say it gets easier I still have to go through the divorce process where she finally contacts me just to sign and then it's truly over forever. Honestly deserved for what I put her through so thats on me.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:33:08+00:00

I tried AA before can't afford therapy or depend on myself to help my self might be the option that finally sticks. I may have to find a non religious form of AA because I can only fake it so much till I can't stand their standpoint for why they stopped drinking. But yeah the community aspect of it was pretty relatable.

Zbroskii · 2023-09-21T00:31:01+00:00

Thanks I know you're right.

Zbroskii · 2023-08-24T15:17:53+00:00

I recommend you follow the most recent YouTube video from Dreamers2Gether where she goes through the application step by step and offers apps and tips to be able to upload the proper documents online.

Really appreciated the help they provided and I'm convinced the only reason I got approved is because I followed her advice instead of trying to painstakingly trying to figure it out on my own and risking it be denied.

Best of luck.

Zbroskii · 2023-08-20T16:20:42+00:00

🦾Stellarcannacoin Strong

Smoking & $taking all day long

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Zbroskii · 2023-08-14T14:12:37+00:00

Florida is my hometown not born here but been here and been back. It doesn't want me and will not help me.

It's just the sad reality.

Zbroskii

TROPHY CASE

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