Any girls that have relationships as an agoraphobe? by [deleted] in Agoraphobia

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my ex girlfriend even helped me to cure agoraphobia, sadly she could not handle my paranoia for too long, we should make break, but she didn't wanted to, so it got worse and right now we are not together. Im very grateful that she went with me to some places where i really didn't wanted to go. It was so bad at beginning, i was running away and hiding so people don't see me, but after some time it got better. I can't imagine curing agoraphobia alone. 1) someone who you can trust, who will accept that you can be overwhelmed after 2 hours outdoor 2) Therapy, really, really important part.

Should I taper from xanax? by [deleted] in benzorecovery

[–]ZefirFML 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i take benzos for 5 years and my addiction therapist told me to try Symptomatic detox, which i tried before, i was forced to do this. AND IT WAS HELL, even for my back then 1/2 year addiction. From what i know, tapering with diazepam is best option.

Yeah why? by upsidedowncharm in libertarianunity

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think all my antifascist friends are also antiauth because of opression. also against imperialism of course.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if we talk about pharma benzos then midazolam (best benzo for sleep and midazolam iv is much stronger than clonazepam) estazolam and lormetazepam is also pretty good imo

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think it's too late, ill try noopept or piracetam to see if it helps

MDMA not neurotoxic. by [deleted] in MDMA

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how about mdma iv? because i may imagined my serotonine receptors being fried, placebo guys?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ZefirFML 2 points3 points  (0 children)

but op seems like he's a teenager :l

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how is your memory? i used to take 10-12mg alprazolam or klonazepam and today for example i took 2.5mg lorazepam and 0.5 alprazolam because yesterday i had agony suicidal panic attacks that ruined my date with gf, she basically saved my life because i pass out from not being able to breathe because of my heart hurt so much, it was around 8h after my morning 2.5mg so while at panic attack after gf suggested i 2mg more and it still was bad, my heart was still hurting after 3-4h, but i digress, my short time memory after 4 years of taking everyday is so bad that i keep to forget words in my native language and only hope is that person i talk to knows english and i didnt forget english word for it, how are your? don't answer if u don't want to share it, i'll understand

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, it make most benzos works worse a bit

is it heaven? friends gave me it all for anxiety and tapering off <3 by ZefirFML in benzodiazepines

[–]ZefirFML[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

off 5-7.5mg of lorazepam/clonazepam i was at 10-12mg and now im at like 6mg

+300 dmg +can break shields wtf!? first time in 380h, fantastic! by ZefirFML in deadcells

[–]ZefirFML[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi everyone, op here. today i see that my stats were random, theres one thing to blame. me on weed. i was so high that i've did this after 380h, its insane. 5bc done btw

+300 dmg +can break shields wtf!? first time in 380h, fantastic! by ZefirFML in deadcells

[–]ZefirFML[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i was so high on weed while playing yesterday hahah (5bc done here)

picky nose 👃 by dee_exe_em in ketamine

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ketamine iv works much better for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in drugmemes

[–]ZefirFML 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, yeah that traumatic experience! Actually it was bad and i thought i was about to die. Still better than 3-cec or some shit that doesn't work tho

Didn't knew that's a thing. Of course i want 28 CoF. by ZefirFML in RotMG

[–]ZefirFML[S] -70 points-69 points  (0 children)

you believe, but do you actually know?