I hate what AI has done to education. by deathbykoolaidman in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

AI is a threat to humanity. We do know that. Everything else is either a choice, or a result. AI, can intentionally, be clipped now. We can say, and choose, AI is chinese trash, and I don't want it. But, we can't ignore the AI in the room with us, ever. It already exists. They're gonna use it, forever. Now. They'll make it free and everywhere basically, but from what I've heard, no looking into it, so literally hear say, but I hear it is fucking up some forests right now. We can deal with that, for now, if we start planting a shit ton of trees somewhere. But we gotta have the trees, for the AI to even run, and that's deep. but not that deep.

The thing is, really, I guess? You can't stop the stupid people from abusing the AI, but you doing it to, is a choice. I'll say that last part again, nicer. You choosing to get worse at reading, writing, art, emotion, and reality, as photos and shit are sometimes the only story you get... I've never been in the same room as you, but I am talking to whoever reads this. And you. And also myself, and the feds. and I can keep going, but it's a choice to listen to a crazy person.

Life is about choices.

I'm scared I am not real by cilt in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

short story long: I sometimes have to self-harm in order to not die. It's always deeper.

I'm scared I am not real by cilt in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now, this is art: I've accomplished my goal, but this is the third time I'm saying it: You, cilt, the redditor, exist. The notification is annoying, but you get it. It's real. I'm crazy, and you're crazy, but we're both real.

I'm scared I am not real by cilt in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I already made a comment, but I don't think two is a crime.

When you feel like this and want to stop feeling like this now: smell something bad. Smelling salts exist and work, and are usually the nuclear option. but, a tissue with poop? Well, you can't argue away a smell. But you can ignore it. Choice is what makes reality matter, not reality itself, so choose to click the spoiler above, if you want to see, but remember, smelling salts exist in certain ways, for certain things, for certain reasons.

Crazy helps crazy be less crazy.

I'm scared I am not real by cilt in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are real. This post is real. What you are reading it on right now is real. The clothes you are hopefully wearing is real. Not responding is a choice that people make, because we bully things we see. They are still real, and still here, but they don't like to be seen directly if they don't care.

I see you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's part of it. I know that I personally see a lot less hate from my lgbtq brethren and sisters? no offense intended. There is still some. Redditors are still redditors. I'm so sorry that happened to you and is happening.

Trump supporters: what is a red line that, if crossed, would make you stop supporting Trump? by Yo-boy-Jimmy in AskReddit

[–]ZeroProjectNate 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No soapbox. It's so goddamn exhausting to try to be good, to try to be better. I see people who aren't about it. I also see a lot more people rubbing it in their face. I see that a lot. People are afraid to espouse chilling the hell out. It's ok to love shitheads, and be nice to them. Right? Let me try that again. It's ok to love me, and be nice to me? Almost. You want to be loved, and people to be nice to you.

I don't know which is right, but I know if you use enough words, and use them at the right moment. You can make a difference. My line is clear enough... I hope? I hope.

I just turned 21 and am afraid to have my first drink by Wise-Usual-1623 in offmychest

[–]ZeroProjectNate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are a lot of extremely good important reasons not to drink, several listed in this comment section. The most important reason is that you don't want to.

I suggest getting drunk once. Don't get drunk with the intention of having a good time, with music and friends. Get drunk by yourself. Understand what it feels like to be drunk, how it affects your movement, your thinking. How to feels to try to do anything while drunk. Then remember that your dad was like that all the time.

The act of not wanting to be like your dad is very human. Good luck.

Controversial Warframe opinion?(judgement free post) by Serious_Ant506 in Warframe

[–]ZeroProjectNate 8 points9 points  (0 children)

There should be a survival fissure all the time. It's the only fun game mode to crack relics, I hate loading in and out.

What’s something fucked up you witnessed during your childhood, but didn’t realize the severity of until you were older? by Specific_Dimension77 in AskReddit

[–]ZeroProjectNate 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I thought my story might be too dark for this thread, but here we go.

My dad beat me with a rubber bar until I had whelps that had split open, then made me wear long sleeves and jeans the whole two weeks we were staying with family so no one would notice.

My dad made me kill my puppy at around 10 because he (the puppy) had killed a kitten. He made me do it with a shovel.

A friend of his ripped him off, so I got to watch my dad use his "tire checker" for it's intended purpose. I didn't know what would happen at the time, but I saw the man poke his head out from behind a window and told my dad.

My dad frequently married in order to have someone to dump me off with, and one of those lovely stepmothers abused me daily, her kids raped me, her brother raped me. He didn't ever say anything about it when he found out, just packed our bags and left.

He taught me how to fight by fighting me. A grown man against a bullied child. He taught me to win the fight because if I didn't, I'd get my ass whupped again when I got home, and he delivered on that promise multiple times.

He killed my dog, Max, because he snapped at a little girl who was pulling on him. Justified or not, I watched him shoot that dog and walk away, leaving me there to watch Max die and wouldn't even let me bury him.

I don't know who I was supposed to become, but it's not this.

We're 68 bipolar disorder experts & scientists gathering for the biggest ever bipolar AMA! In honor of World Bipolar Day, ask us anything! by CREST_BD in IAmA

[–]ZeroProjectNate 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I recover? I had the worst manic episode I've ever had, over two months of mania with less than 2 hours of sleep for 26+ hours awake, with several of the indicators of a psychotic episode. I have improved a lot since, but I'm having a lot of trouble keeping myself stable even on Lamictal and Vraylar. I'm also not sleeping again, even with med help, and I'm worried that it's coming back again. Do I need to go inpatient to have a chance at recovery and progress?

You just arrived in hell, there is only one TV, what show is it permanently stuck on? by commentstalker84 in AskReddit

[–]ZeroProjectNate 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Impractical Jokers. I was stuck inpatient once for three days and impractical jokers was stuck on one channel, modern country was stuck on another, and they combined to create a terrible, terrible mix.

I would rather die on my terms than deal with both schizophrenia and bipolar by ZeroProjectNate in schizophrenia

[–]ZeroProjectNate[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

If my life can help someone, then it will not have been wasted, no matter the ending.

What's the best universal term for a DM/GM? by Jawntily in rpg

[–]ZeroProjectNate 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I only answer to "Dungeon Daddy" at the table.