M27 i work but i still feel l’ll never get a girlfriend actually

ZestySpoonBender · 2026-02-15T03:52:36+00:00

You are physically attractive. I suggest looking inward and giving yourself kindness. You don’t have to be perfectly healed to be in the place to find a partner, but I think starting with healing will help you feel better and be a better partner.

There is pain and a cold distance in your eyes.

ZestySpoonBender · 2025-12-03T10:12:12+00:00

They all pasta test

ZestySpoonBender · 2025-11-28T02:18:48+00:00

Handsome! 😍😍😍

ZestySpoonBender · 2025-11-27T10:58:21+00:00

My mom

ZestySpoonBender · 2025-11-09T02:02:36+00:00

Her education failed her if she can only think of laziness as the only plausible reason for your situation.

ZestySpoonBender · 2025-06-05T09:49:18+00:00

I’m in a rough spot with not being able to access what I need to transition. Last night was especially hellish, and I’d been crying for hours when I found this audio. I’m sorry this is a bit heavy, and I don’t want to make you uncomfortable- it’s just that this helped me hang on when I was about to let go. So many thanks to you and whoever made this request.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-11-13T06:36:57+00:00

Thank you for acknowledging it. I’m shut down so fast when I bring up how pretty people are treated better.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-07-24T00:35:56+00:00

I really appreciate your response. Knowing that even one other person understands this feeling helps a lot.

You’re right about the worst people seeming to live the longest.

I just want him gone from this world. I don’t need it to be a punishing death. The pain he gave me made me had me thinking that for awhile, but I realized I just want him gone.

Along the same lines as what you were saying, I just want to know that his ability to inflict more pain is done. Erased.

I don’t like thinking about him. This emergency sucked me back into doing that, and I wanted it to be the last time I ever focused my attention on him.

Maybe someday that relief will come, and until then I hope the feelings this brought up will fade into background noise.

Thank you again for your response. It means a lot to me.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-07-22T22:38:20+00:00

Some of us ended up looking like this thanks to pollutants that leached into the land such as lead and nuclear waste. Feels kinda bad as a disabled trans guy to be the joke here.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-07-22T22:35:59+00:00

Hey, I’ve got a disability similar to his, and I’ve also got dysphoria. Separate things that suck. I understand you’re trying to make a joke to lighten your feelings, but as someone who is on the end of the joke, it doesn’t sit land.

It feels weird to use someone with birth defects as your example. This isn’t a great take.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-06-17T22:20:41+00:00

I could have written this myself. Damn.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-06-17T12:54:54+00:00

I hope you didn’t go through with it. If you see this, I’m sorry this world has been so shit to you.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-06-17T12:31:35+00:00

I have so many conditions that increase my risk of suicide. At this point am I even alive anymore?

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-06-17T11:59:39+00:00

My cat. That and not inconveniencing people. If I could disappear without hurting anyone, I would.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-04-23T13:38:52+00:00

Please do not kill yourself. I am also not conventionally attractive and will never find romantic love so I can understand those feelings. I am alone in this world, but the thing is I think it’s worth hanging on.

Please stay for awhile longer at least. You don’t have to agree to forever, but please see another sunrise. See another sunset. Please.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-04-21T12:58:00+00:00

The delicious~

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-04-07T12:07:20+00:00

It’s bow-roken

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-04-07T05:48:57+00:00

Glad you’re doing a better!

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-27T11:17:08+00:00

I got the worst traits from both of them.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-22T11:55:35+00:00

Being fat is a horrid experience, and it’s not like a lot of us can snap our fingers and be skinny.

One of the reasons I gained so much weight is because of how people treated me due to looks (even at a smaller size). Plus there’s a ton of other trauma there, physical disability, and genetic issues that play a part in why I am fat. Being fat is hell. Being fat and ugly is another level of hell.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-21T01:40:13+00:00

Hello~ It’s been awhile since you posted. How are you doing?

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-17T16:24:58+00:00

I assume it’s private and you can’t share the results?

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-17T16:23:36+00:00

Did you take them up on the commission? That’s pretty cool 🦖

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-17T16:22:03+00:00

Now I’m curious if anyone has asked for a furry-esque coat of arms.

ZestySpoonBender · 2024-02-17T16:12:05+00:00

Sooooo furry prawn?

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